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9,083,867 Views • Nov 16, 2022 • Click to toggle off description
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Lyrics
Some things they’re solid they’re built to last
Some things they fall apart, they break like glass
Some times it’s scary what they call love
And how fast what is can turn to what was
Wakin up this morning and I’m drunk again without you here
Went outside and I lit up cigarette, and it made me think
If I died last night
In an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes
And went up in flames
If I took too much
And I suffocate
It would tear me apart
It would haunt me forever
So much you’d never get to know
If I died last night
Can’t stand the thought of you getting that call
Dropping your phone running down the hall
Blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall
And drowning my memory in alcohol
If I went to heaven it would still be hell, without you there
If I died last night
In an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes
And went up in flames
If I took too much
And I suffocate
It would tear me apart
It would haunt me forever
So much you’d never get to know
If I died last night
I’m sorry, I hate this
I’ve never felt so alone
I need you now so come over
I just want you to know
If I died last night
In an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes
And went up in flames
If I took too much
And I suffocate
It would tear me apart
It would haunt me forever
So much you’d never get to know
If I died last night
#JessieMurph #IfIDiedLastNight
Views : 9,083,867
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 16, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.944 (1,758/122,919 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 991 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Dealing with some dark depression currently. Hearing her say "if I went to heaven it would still be hell without you there" reminds me I could never put my amazing wife through that
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For the record this song is not about suicide. This song is about how important it is to tell your loved ones how much they matter to you before you’re gone.
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It’s the part she says “If I died last night, can't stand the thought of you getting that call, dropping your phone, running down the hall blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall and drowning my memory in alcohol” that just gets me in my feels
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My dad took his life when I was almost 11yrs old.
Watching my mum deal with the aftermath -- the crying her eyes out, the drinking, the cursing his name, the questioning why -- and then her trying to handle my depression as I grew up... It's been the only reason why I haven't given in and "followed in his footsteps" despite it being the only thing I've ever really wanted, even now almost 13 years later.
Lately I've felt so isolated and upset with my mum and her choices that it's been a struggle to resist that desire but this song reminds me why I'm here. While that really hurts, it's better to be here and in pain than to be just a painful memory for someone to deal with.
Thank you, Jessie. My mum and I owe you a lot.
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Jessie Murph can:
-Sing amazingly
-Write the best songs ever
-Make us cry in the middle of the night
-ICE SKATING ⛸️
Seriously, why is she that underrated??
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A U T H E N T I C v i e w s and Jessie Murph the duo making virals
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This is a masterpiece.
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God, I Pray For Everyone Feeling This Way. If You Come Across This. I Know You Don't Know Me But You Are Worthy. I know You Feel Alone But Somebody Is Out There Praying For You. I Love You, Man. 🤍🫂🤍
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This girl is gifted to the max. ICE SKATING, RAW MUSIC WRITING, AMAZING VOICE. yall. She is the package deal
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"Sometimes it's scary what they call love." Love isn't scary, but falling in love is. The part that breaks your heart's not the break up, it's the feeling that you're being rejected or them realising they don't love you back. It hurts.
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Raw talent🔥🔥🔥She still one of my biggest inspirations in this shit. Ima be on top like her soon.. dropped nine videos in the past six months, to anyone that shows love and joins me on my journey to success, I will forever be thankful ❤🙏
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Some things, they're solid, they're built to last
Some things, they fall apart, they break like glass
Sometimes it's scary what they call "Love"
And how fast "What is" can turn to "What was"
Waking up this mornin' and I'm drunk again
Without you here
Went outside and I lit up a cigarette
And it made me think
If I died last night in an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes and went up in flames
If I took too much and I suffocate
It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever
So much you'd never get to know
If I died last night
If I died last night
Can't stand the thought of you getting that call
Dropping your phone, running down the hall
Blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall
And drowning my memory in alcohol
If I went to heaven, it would still be hell
Without you there
If I died last night in an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes and went up in flames
If I took too much and I suffocate
It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever
So much you'd never get to know
If I died last night
If I died last night
I'm sorry, I hate this
I've never felt so alone
I need you now, so come over
I just want you to know
If I died last night in an aeroplane
In a pile up on the interstate
If I closed my eyes and went up in flames
If I took too much and I suffocate
It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever
So much you'd never get to know
If I died last night (if I died last night)
If I died last night
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I hope she knows her lyrics save lives ❤
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This girl time and time again hits all the dark spots nobody likes to talk about.. her voice is insane and I listen to her songs on repeat.. she takes things to the extreme and I love it
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“Can’t stand the thought of you getting that call dropping the phone running down the hall blaming yourself when shit hit the wall and drowning my memory in alcohol if I went to heaven it would still be hell without you there” hits so hardddd
29 |
That’s my cousin😊
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This song is waaaay too good not to blow up. I can't believe Youtube got it so right recommending me Jessie's music.
39 |
I swear she's singing from my soul at times, her voice is perfect, talent is way under rated.. it's hard to believe I just found out about her where have I been
30 |
Ugh this stage 4 cancer that I can't seem to shake brings me back in every single time. Thank you for creating something that gives us all a chance to heal
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@mthriilverremiix
7 months ago
I'll leave this comment here so that someone likes it and it will remind me of this song 😢
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