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I'm really proud of this one. It's all about my younger self trying to find purpose. Really hope you guys like it. Love you all.
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Song written by Nathan Wagner
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LYRICS
Blowing with the wind
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Lost and so aimless
Just take me anywhere
Take me anywhere
Iād give anything to not feel empty
But Iām just a little speck in the grand scheme
So tell me why Iām still regretting
Show me is there something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
Cause I canāt stand
All this remorse
Thereās something crying out in me
Tryna rid me of this dormancy
Could there be purpose
For just a worthless man like me
Help me believe
Drifting with the waves
Going nowhere
Just going nowhere
Storm comes I canāt be breath
Take me anywhere
Anywhere but here
Been chasing all these fleeting moments
Thought nihilistic ways would set me free
Just left me more alone and broken
Droves of casualties
Tell me is there something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
Cause I canāt stand
All this remorse
Thereās something crying out in me
Tryna rid me of this dormancy
Could there be purpose
For just a worthless man like me
Help me believe
Thereās more than
Pain and scorn
Than a world thatās bound to suffer
Only hope is fleeting comfort
Would you show your face
Teach me the way
Out this never ending spiral
Breathe on me be my revival
Show my that thereās something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
No I canāt take
This aimless course
Thereās something crying out in me
Sayin wake up have some urgency
Let down your ego
Stop all the games
No more deceit
Quit swaying morals
Be a man they can receive
Then you will see
Views : 189,106
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Oct 14, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.964 (33/3,621 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Blowing with the wind
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Lost and so aimless
Just take me anywhere
Take me anywhere
Iād give anything to not feel empty
But Iām just a little speck in the grand scheme
So tell me why Iām still regretting
Show me is there something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
Cause I canāt stand
All this remorse
Thereās something crying out in me
Tryna rid me of this dormancy
Could there be purpose
For just a worthless man like me
Help me believe
Drifting with the waves
Going nowhere
Just going nowhere
Storm comes I canāt be breath
Take me anywhere
Anywhere but here
Been chasing all these fleeting moments
Thought nihilistic ways would set me free
Just left me more alone and broken
Droves of casualties
Tell me is there something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
Cause I canāt stand
All this remorse
Thereās something crying out in me
Tryna rid me of this dormancy
Could there be purpose
For just a worthless man like me
Help me believe
Thereās more than
Pain and scorn
Than a world thatās bound to suffer
Only hope is fleeting comfort
Would you show your face
Teach me the way
Out this never ending spiral
Breathe on me be my revival
Show my that thereās something more
Anything worth living for
I need an answer
No I canāt take
This aimless course
Thereās something crying out in me
Sayin wake up have some urgency
Let down your ego
Stop all the games
No more deceit
Quit swaying morals
Be a man they can receive
Then you will see
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This is probably the 10th time that you have put out a song that corresponds with my life's journey. And it doesn't hurt any less that your songs are this beautiful.
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Bro... that hit deep. I say this a lot, but I think this might be your best song yet. The honesty in your music is powerful.
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This really hits hard personally. For a couple years now I don't know what I've been doing with myself or what I'm suppose to do anymore in life. Yesterday my beloved rabbit passed away, and she was one of my few reasons to keep going in life, but now she's gone. The empty and regret and sadness and even guilt is so suffocating really. If only time allowed. She passed while I was out of the house and my parents were caring for her, she passed away and I couldn't even say goodbye. I couldn't see her alive one last time that day. it haunts me, making me feel more lost than I already did. I loved her truly for all her life, hurts that I couldn't love her for all of mine.
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"Drifting with the waves" You described my life in one sentence. I always liked this imagination, that in another life I'd be a bird and I would fly far away, wherever I want. I would never stop flying, till I have seen more than I was meant to see. And then I would just fall into a sleep full of dreams. I would be a sleeping bird floating away on the oceans' waves, dreaming, I would stay on the water till I am rested and can go on with my eternal journey. Since the day I have seen everything and then I would become part of the water and although I'd transform only into one single drop, this drop would be filled with stories in all languages of the world and this drop would wait for the day a sailor would listen into the oceans void, leaning against his ships railing and listen to my tales like a lullaby, he cannot explain...
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I swear that every music you release could be the soundtrack of my life. Thank you for creating music and lyrics that stand out from the soulless mainstream songs. This is beautiful.
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I love almost all of your songs, they go straight to the heart
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I love ā¤ļø this.. the tragic masterpieces have alot of meanings thank you for this song šµ š bless you all happy mental heath week
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Your voice is like a beautiful and lonely planet. Your voice resides in my heart and makes me fly to another world where there is only your voice. I listen to many singers, but I have never found someone like you. You tell a different story.
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Honestly glad you released this now. I've been in a really bad place mentally. I've been having lots of regrets and I wonder why bad things always happen to me and why I always end up alone. The same thing always happens no matter where I go. I really related to this song. Looking for a purpose, looking for something more in life that's not just pain and loneliness
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When you are alone and thinking, U see nathan uploaded a heartbreaking song just in time and it's totally describe how you feel š
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nathen , u are the only one who actually makes songs i can feel
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Listening to this during midterms because I usually spiral with anxiety and fear of failure and feeling like Iām wasting everyoneās time/resources even though I typically do pretty well and am paying for it myself. But I also got trained by some toxic people to think there was no reason for me to work for anything because thereās no way for me to be worth something. I used to feel like there was no point to trying for anything and I still struggle with it all. This song is perfect for times like this for me and for a lot of other people that feel thereās nothing and no point in trying to do something.
Always love what you do and I look forward to whatever comes next!
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I will never get sick of your music. I said it before but ill say it again, I absolutely love your music. How much emotion you put into them, make them so beautiful
5 |
For once, Iāve found a purpose, and you post another emotional trip that corresponds to what Iām dealing with? I think you just became my all time favorite artist. Thanks for the music that can cover scars in such a soothing and comforting way.
Keep on going fellas, youāll get there, you just have to keep fighting forward.
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We need physical albums. Please, I don't care how much.
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That's something that simply cannot be described in words.
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You are my biggest idol right now, Nathan. Your songs have not only reached me when I was in many dark places, but they also inspired me to continue pursuing my dream of being an author. The emotion behind each one of your songs is what I look to for inspiration now.
I cannot tell you how much your music has saved me. Thank you.
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@nathanwagner762
1 year ago
I'm really proud of this one. It's all about my younger self trying to find purpose. Really hope you guys like it. Love you all.
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