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112,694 Views โข May 19, 2023 โข Click to toggle off description
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Song written by Nathan Wagner
All Instruments Performed and Programmed by Nathan Wagner
Mixed and Mastered by Nathan Wagner
Art licensed by Shutterstock
Love you all so much. I could not have asked for a better job that you all have provided for me be listening. Could not be more grateful for each and everyone of you. I didn't think I was gonna release this track. But here it is. Hope you like it!
Lyrics:
Caught in the ashes that Iโve Made
See the fear upon your face
Oh the cost of one mistakeโs eternal
Watching the domino effect
Losing everyones respect
Until all thatโs left is deep regret
Have some faith in me
Say you still believe
Seems
Like weโre always on the brink
Make the right mistake you sink
Pulled down under with the dead
Relentless
Iโm drowning
But the undertow wonโt give
Just a walking narrative
No one ever will forgive that moment
Have some faith in me
Say you still believe
Donโt give up on me
Say you still believe
Cause Iโm lonely
And Iโm tired
And Iโm drowning
In these waters
Trying gasp for air
But it pulls my in
And Iโm falling Iโm falling in the abyss
And the rain pours
And waves crash
Crying for help
Everyone laughs
And they just laugh
Like an animal
In a rugged cage
I Canโt I canโt escape this shame
Have some faith in me
Say you still believe
Donโt give up on me
Say you still believe
Cause Itโs lonely
On the Outside
They all know me
By my worst crimes
Wish I could erase
Things Iโve done
Is there any redemption
Itโs so messed up
Cause Iโm so lost
In these waters
And the currentโs
Getting stronger
Oh I try so hard
Still they never see
That Iโm not the man
I used to be
Views : 112,694
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 19, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.98 (11/2,184 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-21T16:47:49.544156Z
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YouTube Comments - 224 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Lyrics : amazing
Music : lovely
Song : heavenly
Background wallpaper : so beautiful
Your voice : so charming
And you are so great NATHAN WAGNER ๐๐
You never disappoint us ๐๐๐
Thank you so much for your love ๐๐๐๐
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Nathan just has the perfect voice. Every single song I've heard from him has been sung with a tone and a rawness that makes it unparalleled in quality. I hope someday you get even more famous, your talent deserves it.
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Literally just listened to this song on spotify a couple of minutes and its so awesome. I was hoping you were going to do a song today. I have done a week of exams and my reward is going to be listening to you on my headphones for an hour. What a joy.
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Oh my gosh. The intro alone is absolutely amazing!
It kinda reminds me of your older song friendless.
โCrying for help and they just laughโ dangโฆ
This song is a beautiful masterpiece. โค
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This one hits my heart hard, it's just so sad that this kind of scenario happens to anyone... You being able to tackle so many subjects with so many feelings with such consistent talent will never fail to impress me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not surprised by your skill anymore, I've learned by now that you're just that good, but I'm definitely still impressed.
The image makes a really good story for the song: The outcast (TM) is at his wits end, crying out into space, when a portal appears in front of him! He has nothing here to hold him back, so he jumps through the portal to find somewhere that he can start over!
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I love that the lyrics is also in the description
I like having it all written out
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Trust your gift, release. This is beautiful.
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I treasure the day I met the one person that can take hard hitting lyrics from the soul blend them with melody of the heart and create a masterpiece of the mind. Thank you my friend.
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Damn Nathan.......
Your music just speaks to my soul. I've always felt like an Outcast all my life and this song matches the words I've been seeking to tell perfectly.
Every time you upload a new video or song, I get super stoked because I know it's gonna be good!
Thank you for another great song! I hope you and your family are doing well.
Sincerely,
Caleb
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Once again you hit a homerun. You always seem to dig deep and sing from your heart and soul. That's what will always make you great and stand out. Keep up the excellent work.
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I don't have words to describe how this song makes me feel, the instrumental, your voice, the coloured landscape and the lyrics, everything is just, woah.
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Gosh what a song. Chills almost instantaneously. Welling on tears pretty much the whole time. Laughed in agreement to how true the lyrics hit. Amazing. Well done Nathan
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Wow no words to describe this masterpiece ๐โค I'm so happy you released it. You couldn't make a bad song even if you tried. Never be afraid to release your beautiful music ๐โค๏ธ
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This song made me teary-eyed. :'3. I always have such low self-esteem and belief in myself. I always feel like I'm just a burden to others, like I just mess everything up. This song hits SO HARD right now!!! ๐ข :'3.
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I dont know how I missed this.
But it is SO good!!
So many words I can relate to myself,plus the wonderful vocals and music to express it. Thank you so much!
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This song sums up how I felt after a the worst month of my life, and I let my emotions slip and bleed into my favorite hobby DnD. I felt as though I lost everything that night. Friends, respect, trust. For a solid week I did nothing but sit, cry and listen to music. Some of Wagners other songs were played that week as well. I wish this had come out then. It would have helped me convey the feelings I had to them when my brain was drowning in every emotion under the sun. Still Its here now and hearing it I almost shed tears thinking back to the end of that horrible month, but I also think on how far I have come since then.
Thanks for the music and the strength it gives us.
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Truly a masterpiece. Your voice, the music, the meaning it all combines so well !!!! Much love
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Faith, Lonely... That was like a flashback to old songs ๐
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Love it!
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@nathanwagner762
1 year ago
Love you all so much. I could not have asked for a better job that you have provided to me by listening. Could not be more grateful for each and everyone of you. I didn't think I was gonna release this track. But here it is. Hope you like it!
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