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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Last day of school last year I used to have a crush on him. I knew he was gonna move over the summer, I just couldnt bring myself to say goodbye or atleast ask for his number. so now im wondering what would happen if i had asked for his number. He was a great friend, I hate that I had to lose him. I'm probably never going to see him again, but if I do i will probably just say hi, nothing else really. I was lucky to meet him though, he helped me get through that year with laughter. The year before I hadn't met him and I was to anxious to go to school because I didnt have to many friends in my classes. But now I talk to people more often and have more friends. So thank you. (True story)
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When you realise we’re here because we just love harder than the average.
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May 11, 2023, after a 5 year battle of cancer, I had a friend's little sister pass(also my friend). 13 years old and a pure joy filled girl, she truly lived up to her name... I never felt real pain about it until 2 days ago when I witnessed her older sister(my friend) started to think about her and breaking down in my arms. I couldn’t bring myself to cry. I had to be strong, and this playlist just popped up, and it has brought her back to mind. I hope she is well in heaven running and with long gorgeous hair. REST IN PEACE Joyanna... Please, whoever reads this... pray for the family and me. And if you aren't saved or aren't sure if you are, please go to a local church and pray. I mean no offense to anyone. I just know she is in heaven, does your friends and family believe you would go, and do you believe you would make it to heaven.
From a sad and hopeful soul...
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“It’s alright to cry, even the sky does sometimes.”
Please don’t forget you matter, and are loved and appreciated. Incase anyone hasn’t told you today, I love you and so does the world! Things move in waves, and sadness will come, but in order to be happy we have to overcome the sadness. Please keep pushing forwards! Your struggles are seen, and I’m proud of you ❤
Don’t give up on trying, we need you here.
Sincerely,
A stranger. :)
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If i say "Goodbye" will you come back?
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the pain we face as a teenager nowadays often consumes us in ways that we arent able to speak up about and nobody truly understands how hard it is to be a teenager in a world like this with so many things influencing us. depression hasnt become a choice for many of us its often a reality because along te way someone hurt us so badly that we someties feel not mentally ill enough to request help.
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Yesterday I got news that my childhood best friend died. I knew him for ten years before he committed suicide. I didn’t talk to him in middle school because we went to different schools and Covid hit. When high school started I would see him and always talk to him. He loved everyone. He was the sweetest boy in the whole world. My last conversation is something I don’t even remember. The last time I saw him was last week. He looked like he was in a rush so I didn’t stop him. I wish I did. I wish I hugged him and told him how much everyone loves him. I wish I said something. Anything. I have extreme survivors guilt and all I want is to hug him one last time. Rest in peace Matthew. You’ll forever be my best friend ❤
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When I was 8, I had a cat and one day she had eaten a piece of paper and passed away, I loved this cat so much everyday o cry about it. When I found out she passed I cried the whole day
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I never had a very close relationship with my grandfrather, but I loved him either way I saw him daily or not.
I remember like yesterday the day i saw my uncle's storie anounncing that he had died, my heart fell appart. I called my mom as fast as I could but she told me that we were going to talk when she came home, I was 11 years old.
My granpa wasn't a man with very stable health, he smoked and most of the time (before covid) he was in the hospital fighting for his life. With my dad we went to visit him few times, but i never really said goodbye because I had fe that he was going to live, but it wasn't like that. I even cried in school because he had cancer and it affected me to see him like that, it was one of the worst years of my life.
The last thing I remember from him was a call that I did to ask him how was him with all this things of his lungs. He told me that he couldn't talk much because his throat hurt a lot, that we were going to talk another time. He said goodbye and "I love you", I hung up and waited for him to call me back.
At that moment, I experienced for the first time the famous phrase: "you don't know what you have until you lose it".
I will add to this text that I celebrated every Christmas with him, but I never really saw him because he was always inside or talking about "adult things" that i didn't understand because I was an 8 year old child.
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i miss her so bad
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Mirror. Standing in front of the mirror and looking in my own eyes as i feel it becoming watery. Slowly, my sobs were echoing through the empty room. The air felt suffocating all of a sudden, my heart felt heavy, my legs started to give up on me.
"I couldn't even say goodbye."
He's not in pain anymore. He's in a better place. It's been 4 years, yet I cannot deal with the fact I couldn't say my last goodbye.
"I love you, bestfriend."
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When I was 4 years old I had a puppy. She would have grown up with me. But my dad didn't like her very much, because there was a lot of trouble with her. A few years later my father gave her away to another family. When I came home from school, she was out of place. I was trying to think that dad was just down there walking with her. But my dog never came home. I cried a lot. I couldn't say goodbye to her. Years later, my parents told me that she had run back to us several times. I'm so sad that my parents didn't tell me that. I really wanted to see her again. She would be 14-15 years old now if she was still alive. When dad brought her home she was very small, there's a picture of her sitting next to me on my bed. I still have the sheets that were on my bed at the time. I hope she happy where she live now. I wish I could see her again and say goodbye to her properly.
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December 14th 2022 around 4:50… my mom got a phone call. We knew he wasn’t gonna make it but I thought I had enough time. The day of that phone call I felt like my heart broke in a million pieces. You told me to promise you to not cry when you died but I can’t help it. You were my best friend. You changed my life. You taught me to be who I was since birth. You changed so many lives as a pastor to many. I just wish I was still with you. Last year we visited I spent to much time talking to my bf at the time I never paid attention. I wish I could change things. I wish I could take all your pain. You didn’t deserve the Parkinson’s disease or anything. But it was your time to go I guess. I’m glad I got to tell you how I feel over that call. You honestly were my only reason to continue and now your gone. I will miss you.. but I know you would want me to be strong and take care of them for you
Rest in peace grandpa ❤️
Nothing will ever be the same without you.
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I just know this finna be good asf
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Who would i say goodbye to? They don’t care if I die or not
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can I still remember her, now she's gone from my sight. We live in the same world but did we ever talk random like we used to. we don't even talk anymore. should I say goodbye, it confused me so much when we met. Or will leave like this forever and become strangers suddenly.
You can speak first
I'm not going to dive
But you just shut up
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I miss him so bad🤧🤧
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A couple years back when I was 10 my dog was dying and we had to put him down. I have a huge fear of needles because of an incident that happened when I was 8. So i asked if I could wait outside the room. That was the worst mistake I had made. It broke me. And in our state they won't let us visit his grave. Well anyway to anyone who read or even saw this story have a good day/life don't let the small things ruin your day. Focus on the good things. It helps trust me :)
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When you realize you probably the only person here about an animal 😕
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@harmonybrapham4031
1 year ago
you never really know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memorie
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