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Date of upload: Premiered Dec 13, 2021 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
“When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.”
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Night time is so relaxing and peaceful, it allows me to finally take a breath, no noise, no people, no stress, just me and the stars (:
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I listened to this at 5am at school(no one was there) and the aura around felt so different. It felt so lonely and depressing and dark, but at the same time, It was peaceful and at home.
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appreciate the rain, it recognizes your tears and hides them for you
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The songs. The mood. The art. Everything is perfect, may I cry alone & in peace.
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A million words would not
bring you back,i know
because i tried, neither
would a million tears,
I know because i cried.
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Do you ever sit alone, truly alone, knowing that if anything happened no one would believe you until it’s too late? There’s a catch, though. You’re too numb to do anything. There’s a numbness, a cold, making its way through your body. It starts at your chest. It has a slight painful twinge, but really, what does it matter? You’ll never be important to anyone, after all.
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I fought so hard to get out of that hole. Now I feel like I'm being dragged back in. And nobody can save me this time, not even myself.
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'Just relax, just chill just be happy'
'Wheres my happy little girl gone?'
'Dont frown, wheres that big smile of yours?'
'Just ignore it'
'Well what do you want me to do about it?!'
'It doesnt look like you're trying'
'You need to help more'
'Look who finally came downstairs you stay in your room all day.'
'Just stop thinking like that'
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the fact that i already knew 95% of songs on this playlist
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When I told my mother about my depression and my s/h all she did was yell at me, scream and tug at my hair. She told me if I did it again, if I acted 'wrong' again, she'll take everything away from me. That night, I truly felt anguish for the very first time. The tears felt numb against my skin and my chest felt hollow. My father did nothing but sit there and watch, yell back at me and tell me I was a stupid, dumb and an idiot. I cried, and I felt my body lift from the ground, I felt no emotions, yet I continued to spill tears. A few days later, my friend who's in the same exact situation as me told me at school that she told her parents what's going on with her. I was ready to console her, and hug her, and tell her that she wasn't alone in the pain her parents must have put her through. But instead she said they hugged her and agreed to get her a therapist. They told her they loved her. When I went home I wondered, why couldn't my mother do that? Why couldn't she embrace me, tell me everything was going to be okay, why couldn't she let me cry on her shoulder? She told me she didn't want a daughter with depression when I confronted her, when I trauma dumped to my dad because I thought he might finally realize that I'm not okay he told me to stop looking at the internet and getting fed lies.
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The best thing is reading the comments because u see people who feel the same as u and you see some cool quotes and stuff like that idk that so cool to me
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It’s safe to say that we all feel fucked up and alone and I find some type of comfort reading the comments makes me feel not so alone inside “digital hug to all of you”
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The fact that this only came out 12 days ago, and already so many people have listened to this.
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"You have just realized when your dad never picked you up from high school like he promised he would that you can't depend on anyone.......you're officially alone and no one is willing to put in the effort to show they care.....so you walked home in the rain.......wishing you were born into a better family......and wishing your mother survived cancer.....since she was your only hope....too bad good things never last huh?....."
Sorry guys for this being so um I guess morbidly dark......just thought I would express how this picture made me feel.......and I thought this reality fit this very well actually! Everyone else's answers and povs were also really deep and eye opening! Also thanks for making this amazing Playlist!!!! Such amazing songs put together with an amazing touch of rain to set the mood perfectly.....makes me feel comfortable to express my sadness without holding back......really love it! Thank you!
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I'm supposed to do my school works right now but I don't even know where I'm going to start at all. I don't feel like doing it. I don't feel like moving from the bed. I'm don't feel like starting. It just I want to sleep until this emptiness is gone. I'm tired but from what? I feel unhappy but why? I really don't know how this happened. I want everything to shut. I feel like I'm just breathing just to feel lost.
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When death is calling you..
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I am trying to write down everything I feel but it still stays empty. And I think that express it all.
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Anyone else loving night time?cuz you’re free, don’t have to talk with anyone or explain your actions, just stare at the wall for hours in silence:)
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@chillstreetmusic
2 years ago
When you're dying.. When you're mentally unstable.. When all you want it a hug, they don't care. But the second you're dead, the second you're gone, the second they can't keep an eye on you, they're suddenly "sad."
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