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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 2, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.983 (120/28,046 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T18:48:17.034926Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I grew up with your music. About 10 years ago "the outsider", "Shampain" and "I am not a robot" gave me everything to survive the horrible situation at school and at home. Electra Heart and Froot made me feel I'm not alone being a young teen and adult while struggling with myself and relation ships. Love and Fear will always be in my heart as an album that gave me strength and trust in life. Now this song and it's whole album makes me feel that there's more in life and every memory made me who I am, made me grow which I am proud of and happy what the world will offer me next.
Much love from Germany ā£
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This song is like when you're having a difficult time with your mental health and you don't want to overwhelm your loved ones with your issues, so you learnt on how to deal with your problems by yourself. Then you're used to it and therefore, have an easier, happier time dealing with life all on your own. Thanks for this Marina, we love you so much!
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Waking up late, I feel demotivated
Everything's wrong, guess my thoughts escalated
When I'm alone, things are under control
When I'm alone, I can turn off the world
I try to escape, but I can't lose my mind
That's why I can't live a conventional life
'Cause I'm happy being a loner
Happy being a loner
I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up
But I'm on the edge
And I feel like everything's too much, too much (Mm-mm)
Too much, too much (Mm-mm)
They don't understand, why I like being alone
I don't wanna be so accessible
Emotionally I'm on the edge of a knife
That's how I learn, that's how I learn to survive
If I'm alone then you'll never find
The truth about me that I'm losing my mind
And it's too hard to pretend
So I stay away from my friends
'Cause I'm happy being a loner
Happy being a loner
I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up
But I'm on the edge
And I feel like everything's too much, too much (Mm-mm)
Too much, too much (Mm-mm)
I pick up on everybody's energy
Always used to feel like there was something wrong with me (Wrong with me)
When the world is overwhelming, I need to breathe
'Cause I'm happy being a loner
Happy being a loner
I'm sick of it all, I wanna give it up
But I'm on the edge
And I feel like everything's too much, too much (Mm-mm)
Too much, too much (Mm-mm)
Too much, too much (Mm-mm)
Too much, too much (Mm-mm)
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This song really hits me deep...I grew up as an only child in an abusive household with emotionally detached narcissistic parents. I had a couple friends in childhood but lost them as I got older. I had only two relationships with abusive men, since I was used to being with people like that. I've been alone now for years and years...about to turn 26 this month. Sometimes I look at people who are surrounded by friends, family and lovers and I wonder what they're doing differently than me. Why are they better? The world is most definitely too much for me.
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Marina, itās so crazy how youāve always managed to precisely describe my feelings & these hidden parts of myself Iāve always been scared to be open about. Iāve been listening to you & Lana for more than 10 years now & feel close-knit with both of you - more than with anyone else. Always delivering the best lyricsā¦ Forever grateful for teaching me how to turn own vulnerability into strength, self-empowerment & finding the motivation to simply get through life & finding reasons to live. See you again soon, this time in Leeds! š„° Sending love from Hereford. Hugs
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@CapaInvisible
2 years ago
Thank you queen
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