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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 29, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.952 (9,855/817,682 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This really relates to me and my mom. I feel so happy away from her and I wish it wasn't like this but she's so toxic; I hate certains words and phrases just because of her, I have attachment avoidant issues, anxiety, and so much more only because of her. She ruins genuinely good moments, making people uncomfortable or awkward and makes everything about her. I make excuses, saying she's not always like that, but she is like that. I ignore my friends being concerned about my homelife and shut them out about my feelings and whats going on because they wouldn't understand. I want to talk shit about her and expose how abusive she is, but I can't. I feel so guilty because she's my mom.
I want to be loved, I want someone that genuinely wants to understand me, doesn't use the things I want to manipulate me, I want someone to guide me, I want someone who doesnt make me feel guilty for being born, I want someone who doesn't blame everyone else for their problems...I just want a mom who loves me.
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I didn't understand when people said "I dedicate this song to my parents" but now I'm actually relating to this and it hits hard that I'm not the only one. I see my self devastated, crying, wanting to die, runaway from home whenever I'm around my parents but I'm so much healthier and happier when they are not around.
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This song came up randomly on my mix for the first time a couple days ago and I've been obsessed ever since. It makes me think of my dad. I know it's supposed to be about an ex, but it looks like I'm far from the only person in this comments section who relates this song to a parent. It breaks my heart but makes me feel seen, too.
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When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-mmm
Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue)
When you (when you) said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to)
Be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do)
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you)
I'm happier than ever (happier than ever)
Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)
I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mmm-hmm
You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone
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@naralyceballos1591
2 years ago
āCuz I donāt talk shit about you on the internet, never told anyone anything bad, cuz that shits embarrassingā GOD-
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