Views : 44,013
Genre: Education
Date of upload: Mar 26, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.974 (21/3,246 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-05T16:18:23.107626Z
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Since my childhood no one loved me or cared about me except my mother, it all was going about fine until my parents started fighting so much that my mother now became toxic, no one bothers about me even my mother who has anger issues has literally said "why do you even live" 3 times since past half year. Of course I had suicidal thoughts but I don't have courage to do it so here I am living because I was born.
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When I was in hs I lost my friends and felt shut out from everyone. One night I broke down and cried, saying āwhatās wrong with me?ā Over and over. Not long after my dad took me out to teach me how to drive, despite clearly being in a bad mood. I made a mistake in the mall parking lot and he smacked me in the head and yelled at me. On the way back home he mocked me saying āwhats wrong with meā in this whiny tone. Iāll never forget or forgive that. Weāre on ok terms now but tbh when Iām around him at my parentās house I donāt feel like Iām at home and family events now feel more like a chore. I have to dogsit when him and my mom go to Florida and god forbid I say no. When he ran his restaurant up til he retired 2 years ago it was ten times worse, especially when I worked for him. Walking on eggshells is an understatement.
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Middle school bullying taught me to isolate and im not worthy, parents taught me to fend for myself and be independent, my divorce taught me that I don't need love or support from others, however this channel taught me it's okay to be me and help me answer my mental questions, thank you so much!
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I just recently got slammed by the reality that what my parents called āloveā wasnt actually love and that i was raised to believe love and affection was conditional and now that has destroyed every part of my soul and heart and i am struggling to keep going after this realization has completely floored me and i feel stuck in life. So many things i never noticed seem so clear now and even though i know this realization is for the best in the long run part of me wishes i never had it so i could be spared this heart shattering pain crushing down on my entire being. It has put a strain on not only me but my chosen family as well. I never realized before just how bad it was. I just always assumed it wasnt that horrible because others had it worse. This is my PSA to anyone struggling! Just because someone else has it worse does not mean your feelings and trauma are not valid!!!! Stay strong everyone! Gods know im trying toā¦.
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@trinaq
1 month ago
It's heartbreaking that we're still struggling with trauma that we experienced in childhood. Although the scars of emotional abuse aren't as visible as physical abuse, it's still no less damaging.
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