@tigerella714

3 years ago

Somehow Adam's songs always manage to perfectly describe the way I feel when I hear them. Right before this song came out I fucked up and I fucked up bad and I don't know how to fix it and I'm scared of the consequences of what I did and I'd rather just lay down and die than to face the people I hurt. Youtube comments are a shit place to vent but honestly, this is the only place I feel like I might be understood and I don't know what else to do. Adam's music has gotten me through a lot in the past four years by helping me feel like I'm not alone in what I'm going through and usually yeah sure I'm just being a stupid piece of shit and overexaggerating what happened in my head but this time there's a real chance I can't fix this and when I think about that I really feel the second half of the chorus. It'd be better for a lot of people if I were dead, but I'm young and maybe one or two people who actually care would be hurt, so it's all I can do to just sit here at 1AM and sob like a stupid fucking baby instead of fixing what I did. Oh well, maybe I'll look back on this in a few months and laugh, maybe it'll make me think 'god, how easy did i have it then?' or maybe it'll make me think 'things really do get better'. I don't know. I hope it's the latter. Oh well. This is stupid to put in a comment section, but what else can I do? Keep up the good work man. Edit: Hey y’all, im doing a lot better now! Thank you so much for your kind words, they really do mean a lot. This year just stressed a lot of people out and things were bound to snap eventually, so yknow. Everything’s all good now! Again thanks so much for your words of encouragement, this community is always so positive with eachother it amazes me!!

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