Views : 54,767,697
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 11, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.854 (38,041/1,004,032 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-03T10:48:35.426017Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Hi Bella, In 2023, I was suffering from a blood infection, and at that time, my grandfather had passed away. I was unable to recover myself for 6 months, but within my recovery time, my girlfriend cheated on me, and I was having serious mental health issues. But I used to listen to your songs, and this song is just like antibiotics. Thank you so much for making beautiful songs.❤❤❤
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didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.
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2:23 this part was SO satisfying
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Como una persona que tambien paso la mayoria de su infancia encerrada en una habitacion sin poder salir por años gracias a la manipulacion y violencia, me salen lagrimas cada vez que escucho esta cancion aunque ya haya pasado 1 año desde que la subiste y escuche por primera vez. Yo jamas hubiera sido capaz de cantar las injusticias y el dolor que sufrí de pequeña, me echaria para atras y, a pesar de que recuerdo todo muy bien, no seria capaz de recrearlo porque, al igual que tu, los fantasmas de mi niñez me siguen atormentando. Eres realmente valiente bella, saludos desde chile 🇨🇱
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2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.
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@bellapoarch
1 year ago
Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛
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