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Video Animated by Adam Eastburn
Additional Animation and editing by Ian Johnston
Song written by Faith Marie
Produced by Col3man
Mixed by Steve Philips
LYRICS
FIRST VERSE
i pretend that i'm not afraid
and for a moment i believe myself
got lost in the day again
time won’t stop to let me figure it out
the pictures on my eyelids
would put me in asylums
i’m not even mad though
i’ve just gone a little mad so
don’t blame me for what i say
it’s just the trauma talking
am i allowed to love the way
i don’t care anymore
SECOND VERSE
every nerve underneath my skin
every thought banging on my skull
used to spend my time filtering
but maybe i should listen to what they know
the pictures on my eyelids
would put me in asylums
i’m not even mad though
i’ve just gone a little mad so
don’t blame me for what i say
it’s just the trauma talking
am i allowed to love the way
i don’t care anymore
BRIDGE
imma dance on the crooked edges
i’ll take what i’m given
the darkness won’t scare me
my eyes are adjusting
i’m sick of the war
i don’t care anymore
#faithmarie #figureitout #uuin
Views : 334,868
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 25, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.966 (66/7,646 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-03-03T14:56:30.196301Z
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YouTube Comments - 413 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Can we just take a second to appreciate how freaking artistic this is. Like the song is brilliant and the visuals are captivating but the best part is THEY LITERALLY ADD MEANING TO EACH OTHER, like they just compliment each other SO FREAKING WELL.
I'm not sure if i'm interpreting this right but my favorite part is when she "closes" the maze and birds fly across it; like she just accepts and is in peace with her thoughts, demons and difficulties. That's it, i don't care anymore, i don't need to feel better, i don't want to. I dunno it just hit me deep.
"the darkness won’t scare me
my eyes are adjusting
i’m sick of the war
i don’t care anymore"
ALSO THE PART WHERE SHE SEES THE BLOCKED PATH AHEAD BUT JUST CONTINUES ON IT ANYWAY LIKE GAHHHH.
I love this so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I kinda want to just take it frame by frame and analyze it.
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Is anyone else hearing her say "Figure shit out" instead of "Figure it out" like the lyrics say?...
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I get way to excited for any of your new music!
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"The pictures on my eyelids will put me in asylums"
Wow. The tapestry of art within the lyrics and the simplicity, but also complexity of the video is awe-inspiring. ❤
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Early squad where you at?
[Edit] Wow this is the most likes I got.
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I literally screamed when I saw the notifications that Faith Marie finally posted
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I swear I get more excited for your music than for any other artists music! You're just so good!!!!
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All her songs have meaning and value, and I love them, but I feel like this song, and "Trapped in the Thought of Free" are like sister songs, they both compliment each other really well. For me, it reminds me of people who talk about depression as if it's something that will "get better" if you just do something, whatever that thing they think is the magic solution. When in reality, for me, accepting my mental illness as an illness and simply not shaming myself for it was the best thing that happened. I have this condition, and it doesn't have to be healed or changed or gotten rid of for my life to be worthwhile, I don't have to be "trapped in the thought of free", I don't have to "figure it out", I can be free while accepting everything about me.
Thank you for sharing your voice, Faith Marie, it resonates with and soothes the spirit. <3
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as a 45 year old male, this song may not have been written for us, but even we need time to stop some times. nothing i've heard from you has been unappreciated. keep doing what you are doing.
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Dear god, please let this girl get the appreciation she deserve.
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Been waiting for this video since Spotify <3! I already knew this is gonna be good, you never dissapoint me. The sound is slightly more different but I still love it. Keep it up babe!
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I pretend that I'm not afraid
And for a moment I believe myself
Got lost in the day again
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I'm not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don't blame me for what I say
It's just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
Every nerve underneath my skin
Every thought banging on my skull
Used to spend my time filtering
But maybe I should listen to what they know
The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I'm not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don't blame me for what I say
It's just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
Imma dance on the crooked edges
I'll take what I'm given
The darkness won't scare me
My eyes are adjusting
I'm sick of the war
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
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I love the symbolism in this. This is why I love your music because they aren’t just pointless words and I can easily relate to them.
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I just found you from your piece Devil on My Shoulder. Not sure how you aren't 100x more popular than you currently are. You should consider trying to get a collab with Billie Ellish at some point.
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This song seriously helped me to deal with having an mental illness so much... Thank you for this gem! <3
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Don't ever stop. Please. I'm always checking for your new songs and they never disappoint.
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Yes!! I was waiting for you to release the song on YouTube! (≧▽≦)
Amazing video❤️
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Experiencing her video's can be a very spiritual experience, I'm glad she shares her thoughts with us. I wish her a long and fulfilled life as she unwinds the puzzle of herself. I offer big hugs from far away.
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Just when you think her last song couldn’t be topped. Damn girl, love you to pieces :)
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@torie.8807
5 years ago
If Faith and NF did a song together....😍
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