Lyrics:


I wish that I could be alright
I try and try and try and try
But it's— it's still in my mind
I just hope that you're okay
I didn't want you to go away
But I understand and it's alright

I paint my nails with an old crusted jar of paint
I think that I'm losing my mind
I think that I'm losing the game
I just can't see past today
Will you hold me? I'm not okay

'Cause I sleep through the sirens
I sleep through alarms
I sleep the whole damn day
And I know I look lazy
I know I seem crazy
I know that I'm insane

I take all my pills
And I pay all the bills
Every week, I talk through the pain
Still I'm stuck in my bed
With these thoughts in my head
Praying "Please take it away"

I'm clutching onto a dollar bill for my life
'Cause this shit's too expensive and I need intensive
But they only care for the price
So you say "go to state" but they'll lock me away
And I'll have less of my mind
But I'm dying to drive faster than 65
Leave my life up to the stakes

'Cause I sleep through the sirens
I sleep through alarms
I sleep the whole damn day
And I know I look lazy
I know I seem crazy
I know that I'm insane

I take all my pills
And I pay all the bills
Every week, I talk through the pain
Still I'm stuck in my bed
With these thoughts in my head
Praying "Please take it away"

Please take it away
Please take it away
Please take it away
Please take it away
Please take it away
Please take it away




VIDEO CREDITS

Directed & Edited by Leah Crowe

Co-director & Co Editor - Faith Goens

Starring Leah Crowe

Cinematography by Faith Goens

Written by Leah Crowe

Produced by Leah Crowe

Hair, Makeup & Wardrobe by Leah Crowe

Story by Leah Crowe




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