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Top Comments of this video!! :3
50 reasons to stay for you guys1: that one song.
2: your high-school graduation
3:rain
4:coffee on Sunday mornings
5:the first rain of autumn
6:fresh sheets
7:the smell of a new book
8:fridays
9:that happiness that takes over your whole body
10:laughing so hard your stomach starts hurting
11:the sun on a cold day
12:the smell of Halloween
13:finding a really good song and listening to it over and over
14:seeing old friends
15:your favorite show having new episodes
16:that first hug
17:smiling so hard your face goes numb
18:taking care of yourself
19:a new fluffy pillow
20:that crazy type of lost love
21:birthdays
22:holding hands
23:stargazing
24:movie nights
25:playing peekaboo with a baby.
26:seeing someone smile genuinely
27:exploring forests
28:finding cool rocks
29:sunbathing
30:bubble baths
31:lavender
32:that feeling when you reach your goals.
34:eating at your favorite restaurant
35:petting random street cats
36:finding your true friends
37:finding shapes in the clouds
38:making it to prom
39:getting drunk for the first time
40:proving people wrong
41:those clothes that fit perfectly
42:eating ice-cream late at night
43:the first day of collage
44:the last day of collage
45:counting rings on a tree
46:late night showers
47:dance partys
48:halloween
49:fluffy dogs
50:the way cats look at you when they genuinely love you.
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ITS very hard to get Out of IT... I am struggling... But guys please keep your head up, we can share our pain and try help each other, please if you need someone to listen to you, dont hold back and write a comment, dont give up â¤ď¸đš
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When ur happy you listen to the melody when ur sad you understand the lyrics... đ
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i feel so broken inside.. that listening to these songs sinks deeper and deeper into my thoughts.. these thoughts that even though i try to avoid them always leave me so empty and alone, if I did something wrong I want to know, if there's a shred of hope for me, a little bit of happiness I want to reach.. I'm dying every day that passes, and I don't see one more Exit..... đđĽ
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The song choices are always on spot, this playlist reminds me of the tragic reality, its perfect for a stormy night when you feel like all is lost, slowly sink into your thoughts and drown in your mind
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Reminder: Asking for help isn't giving up, it's refusing to give up. Asking for help, is the braves thing that people ever done.
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I like those kind of playlists very much. Especially when I can't sleep from 0-4am it's just a feeling I can't rlly describe but it's somehow comforting in a sad way
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This last month has been rough. I just feel like I want to give up everything. And the fact that monday I need to go to uni makes me feel worse. I'm worried that I'm starting to become a bad friend and I don't want to. Sometimes I just wanna live without my anxiety and without my insecureties, I just wanna live in peace
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I feel ever since I was 8 years old I've been trying everyday to keep my heart beating, pumping life through me, I lost my mom to the bastard called, stage four cancer, a month ago. about a year ago i was roughly r##ed I feel so exhausted... i think these types of playlist are pretty comforting, I appreciate you for making this playlist for the one who are lost in there thoughts, sad an needing comfort.
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Iâve had this struggle since I was 8. Iâm 18 now. 10 years later, Iâm not better. Therapy made me worse, meds made me a different person that everyone else hated, and people that helped left. Iâm starting to give up again. I got low at 14, tried to end it but it didnât work. There are days where I wish it did, and theyâre becoming more and more frequent. Iâm scared.
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Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) Youâre such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever youâre alone youâre not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, donât beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
Youâre so strong, youâre still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
Youâre not a burden to anyone, donât be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
Youâre beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please donât starve yourself. Please eat, I know itâs hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see youâre in pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please donât go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you.
If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
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Iâm not depressed I just like this music
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A story told from the pov of a boy about a girl
**You gazed into her stormy grey eyes,with sparkling specks of silver that danced beneath her long, dainty black lashes. Your focus diverted to the emotion that shone through them.
Wonder, amazement, pure joy.
You felt your heart burn with passion for the girl who you loved.
Did she know how you felt about her? You were just a boy after all.. and her best friend..
Her eyes shone excitedly, big, doe eyed like a child seeing the true marvels of life for the first time.
The moon shadowed her face perfectly, and her long hair wrapped elegantly around her shoulders.
Your eyes averted to what she focused so intently on. An intelligent black, blue sky, that twinkled with millions of small, twinkling diamonds, just like the silver specks in her eyes, which reflected in them.
âLook at the moon!â She exclaimed giddily.
But you couldnât pull your eyes away from hers. your surroundings blurred and faded, only her existing still in this peaceful world of yours.
You could still see the beautiful moon, in her eyes, mirrored shinily. They paired perfectly, as they shone just as bright as each other .
â I can see it perfectly from here.â You murmured. âItâs beautifulâŚâ you added quietly, meaning her as you leaned in towards her, so much intelligence and emotion reflected in her eyes. They softened more as You leaned even closer.
Your surroundings disappeared completely as You felt your lips press gently against hers. They were so soft and electricity pulsed off of them.
She grinned more beautiful than the stars that held their place in the night sky.
You held each over close, lovingly, watching the moon smile down on you.
Nothing was said, although nothing needed to be said.
You sat there for hours that night, just lay in each otherâs arms.
You start to feel her slipping through your hands, her figure fading, until there was nothing in your arms anymore.
You heard her voice in the distance. âIâll never forget you, but you must forget me and move on without me. Itâs my time to go and you canât do anything to stop it.â
You wailed like a child as you looked in despair at your empty arms
âWhy did she have to leave meâŚ.â
You looked up and saw her opaque form tiptoe off into the sky and settle amongst the stars.
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tysm for this <3
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You should start it at night these songs hit diffeent around midnight
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The people you love most are the ones whom will hurt you the most⤠words I learned the hard way,dont learn the same wat
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First of all I appreciate you for making these vids⤠Could you maybe upload the timestamps of the songs next time?
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not losing hope, just like the music:)
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hi, while im writenning this, i got tears, like i think a lot of y'all. I lost the only real friend i had some days ago because i was just me... i told her everything on me, about my depression, and now ik, for the futur to never be myself even with someone of confidence bcz they can lost interest in you and just leave...(not everyone, but just in my life it was always like this..)
i wish for y'all the best in the world
i love y'allâ¤â¤
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@jstzee__
1 year ago
To anyone who listened to this, and feel lonely. I don't know who you are, I'm with you. You deserve the world, and world need you. You doing great, and I'm so grateful for that. Thank you for still alive. You don't have to keep your head up, low it. That's okay. You don't have to runing, walking, that's okay. You don't have to standing, take a rest. You need that. You don't have you fight it, let it be. That's okay. You don't have to fight for everything in this world. That's okay. You doing really great, you doing really fine.
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