Original song written & sung by Nat
一失足成千古恨。You learn & then you grow 🤍🕊️ #metamorphosis

This is a song about trying to love yourself but it's easier said than done because we have to deal with the ever-changing beauty standards and adapt to our ever-growing bodies. It's a song for when existing and living is difficult. It's a song for when you inevitably spiral into a rabbit hole of no return. When your head is barely above the water, it's imperative to put down your ego and ask for help. Here's to us who are still fighting every single day. May our lives change for the better and start to consist of more highs than lows. I hope you find some consolation in the song 💗

Lyrics:
I'm trying really hard not to hate myself
My body, my face, and now my house
Yeah it's gonna be okay
But right now it doesn't feel that way

Trying my best not to blame myself
All the red flags that I see now
Yeah I could have walked away
But how could I leave when he made me stay

And I really should've known
I've been through it before

It gets a little harder every day
My mistake isn’t who I am
So I try to compensate
More pain and agony to tame

I'm lying on the bed that I have made
Won't cry over my mistake
I know what I did was wrong
But that just proves that I am strong

I carry this burden in my head
We should've never ever met
Maybe I wasn't the best
But life is all but just a t