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spoken:
god is telling you and i there is death, for all of us
but then we find that the scriptures also tell us that we have a great promise, that there is a better place for those who believe in the lord jesus christ
v1:
in your basement, i grow cold
thinking back to what i was always told
don’t talk to strangers or you might fall in love
freezer bride, your sweet divine
you devour like smoked bovine hide
how funny, i never considered myself tough
pre-chorus:
you’re so handsome, walking over to me now
chorus:
i tried to be good
am i no good
am i no good
am i no good
with my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence
i just wanted to be yours
can i be yours
can i be yours
just tell me i’m yours
if i’m turning in your stomach and i’m making you feel sick
v2:
when my mother sees me on the side
of a milk carton in winn-dixie’s dairy aisle
she’ll cry and wait up for me
we’ll make love in your attic all night
euphoric in some strange delight
i’m happier here cause he told me i should be
pre-chorus:
you’re so handsome when i’m all over your mouth
chorus:
i tried to be good
am i no good
am i no good
am i no good
with my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence
i just wanted to be yours
can i be yours
can i be yours
just tell me i’m yours
if i’m turning in your stomach and i’m making you feel sick
bridge:
am i making you feel sick
am i making you feel, am i making you feel sick
am i making you feel, am i making you feel sick
am i making you feel sick
am i making you feel sick
am i making you feel sick
outtro:
found you just to tell you that i made it real far
and that i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did while you were torn apart
i would still wait with you there
don’t think about it too hard
or you’ll never sleep a wink at night again
don’t worry ‘bout me and these green eyes
mama, just know that i love you (i do)
and i’ll see you when you get here
Views : 364,287
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 6, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.993 (21/11,289 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i didn’t think a song about cannibalism could be so beautiful
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LORD the part where she starts singing “am i making you feel sick?” and the guitar playing behind it sounds like she’s screaming it (3:55) gives me chills, this entire song makes me cry so fucking hard it’s unreal
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"With my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence"
Now if that isn't the most heartbreaking lyric :))))
1.3K |
"And i'll see you when you get here." Is probably the line that makes me want to cry the most.
919 |
"Don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink of night again" makes me writhe like a demon charred by her godly words
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Idk how she did it, but this woman made murder and cannibalism sound romantic and I live for it
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This song reminds me of what it felt like to romanticize the idea of my abusive partner killing me. It was the only coping mechanism I had. In our last conversation, he told me I made him feel sick.
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I honestly think the last verses about "I never blamed you for loving me the way you did while you were torn apart" is talking to her mom, making sure she doesn't feel guilty about the things her dad did to her and she not being possible to rescue her daughter of the trauma and everything. That's my conception :)
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“i tried to be good, am i no good? am i no good?” makes me break down sobbing every time. this song is so tragic and so beautiful at the same time
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Now THIS is how you close an album. Preacher's Daughter is going to be a classic album.
UPDATE: I just finished the whole album. I am not exaggerating when I say this is one of the best albums I’ve heard past DECADE. The storytelling, the production, pacing, outros, cinematic feeling, attention to details, sticking melodies, bitter and sweet emotions, sad and frightening moments. From now on I divide my life before and after listening to this album. It’s music and artists like you that make life worth living. Congrats for putting this masterpiece together. 👏. 👏. 👏.
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The fact that I just learned about this album a couple hours ago is a crime. I think this is one of the best albums I’ve heard ever.
454 |
Besides the obvious macabre theme of being cannibalized by your murderous lover, there's something very tragic in this song, in that it's... rather romantic? To me, it reads that Ethel (the character) is reflecting on her life, wondering if she ever lived up to anything, or if she just ended up disappointing everyone in her life. "I tried to be good, am I no good?" So she acquiesces, if she can't be good in the moral sense, then hopefully as her body is consumed, she will at least taste good. She constantly calls her murderer handsome, and begs to be his, because even as she leaves the material world behind, and her material remains are consumed, she still seeks some belonging, some validation. At least in being eaten, she is now a part of him. She even shows concern for him, asking "Do I make you feel sick?" and forgives him for his deed, "I never blamed you for loving me the way that you did." It just reads as a hurt soul, whose self image was so damaged, and whose life was filled with so much regret and shame, that in the act of being consumed, she looks for a semblance of what she always wanted--acceptance, belonging, acknowledgement that she is good--in her murderer and even tries to comfort him as he reflects on what he has done to her. She was so badly hurt in her life, that she is still in love with this man for the attention and desire he shows her, even if that culminated into her death and consumption. It's poetically tragic :'(
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so many things to say about this song, but what's most devastating to me is how ethel romanticizes the whole situation from the very beginning; she says "don't talk to strangers, or you might fall in love" when we've all been told, usually from childhood, that we shouldn't talk to strangers because /something bad/ might happen to us, and that's exactly what happened to ethel. and yet she tells this song as if it's a love story. and the bridge of the song is terrifying when you know the context, but it's just as impactful to me without the context - it's as if a lover is asking their lover "have you grown bored of me, have you grown tired of me?" by saying "am i making you feel sick?" just insane. one of my favorite tracks of all time for sure.
57 |
I have a severe cannibalism phobia to the point where the concept makes me gag, but I still think this is one of the most beautiful songs ever 💕
1.1K |
Okay but as someone who had abusive parents I love this song so much. The need to be loved by someone, anyone, that you start to believe that it's your fault that no one ever has.
40 |
A child's empty bedroom, left just the way it was before an innocent daughter went missing. Maybe her favorite stuffed bear left on the bed, waiting for her owner to return.
This is easily my favorite visualizer of the record, and those belting notes at the end of the song bring tears to my eyes every time. This album is a masterpiece of a tragedy. Thank you for keeping the concept album alive.
435 |
She’s got a point , she’s an icon she’s a legend and she is the moment. Now come on now 🤍🤍
278 |
No one mixes horror and religion like Ethel Cain did
59 |
Maybe it's naive of me, but I like to think that Ethel's ( the character ) mother and any siblings she may have start searching for her and they eventually uncover her remains and are able to bring her murderer to justice. The thought comforts me after such a bittersweet ending to the album.
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@loliukas70
1 month ago
The outtro sends me into spiraling anxiety, I cannot comprehend. She forgives her mother. She's leaving to heaven. She never got to say goodbye. Her mother will never know she forgave her. She's finally free. I want to hug my mom.
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