ImmersiveAmbientModecolor: #2d6f72 (color 2)
Video Format : 22 (720p) openh264 ( https://github.com/cisco/openh264) mp4a.40.2 | 44100Hz
Audio Format: ALAC lossless (https://github.com/macosforge/alac)
PokeTubeEncryptID: b4fc4f440963b9ec607a6fada6278e3e7092ee3f246ed90e6766f991691e9ec19e041febc4ad8423d9d2add1f9cda683
Proxy : usa-proxy.poketube.fun - refresh the page to change the proxy location
Date : 1714359309632 - unknown on Apple WebKit
Mystery text : ZmJIYlRCUF91N1UgaSAgbG92ICB1IHVzYS1wcm94eS5wb2tldHViZS5mdW4=
143 : true
270,359,485 Views • Nov 8, 2017 • Click to toggle off description
Views : 270,359,485
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 8, 2017 ^^
Rating : 4.931 (59,629/3,375,659 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:58:27.476381Z
See in json
YouTube Comments - 87,717 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
dear stangers who read this hope you have a beautiful future.
42K |
Any legends in April 2024?
46 |
2024, anyone?😊
355 |
It’s every kid’s nightmare to hear
“I wish I could say I’m proud”
From their parents
10K |
“The strongest ones are not who have the easiest path in life. It’s the ones who manage to make the hardest path work out positively.”
11K |
He is speaking of a parent-child relationship. I felt every word
574 |
6 years later and this song still hits somewhere in your heart
1K |
NF is so real and raw, the emotion in his songs is on another level 💯
8.2K |
Nf is just that one artist I'll never get sick of, 2years later I still stand by this comment
4.3K |
As someone who no longer talks to a parent because of abuse and neglect this song hits deep in the feels 😢
900 |
2024 anyone still here? Lmk fam 🤞🏽
775 |
He aint rapping about girls
He ain't rapping about drugs
He ain't rapping about the thug life
He's rapping about something that hit's home to everyone
9.3K |
"All these voices in my head get loud, I wish I can shut them down"
I felt that
1.5K |
LYRICS :
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess
You want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry
That I let you down
221 |
Anyone here in 2024???
324 |
At the end of the video, I realized that he was apologizing to himself, for being so terrible to himself for so long. Those scenes were all him trying to process his trauma. The old man version of Nathan is confronting his suffocated guilt about how he treated himself, in childhood, as a teenager, and an adult. It’s a hard reality check for me as a young adult. Perhaps I am too hard on myself
2.5K |
NF, when this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - The Chess Piece” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💕
36 |
in 2021 and 2022 i was super depressed. i almost ended it all on multiple occasions. but then i found this song. i thought of all the people that i knew, all my friends in school and my family. that really saved me because i thought, “how could i do that to them?” so this song really saved my life. thank you NF ❤
220 |
NF is the best, he isn’t just a rapper, he’s also a singer and a storyteller🔥
6.3K |
@aulakh1
2 years ago
I m commenting because if someone liked this then I'll be reminded about this masterpiece
50K |