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Date of upload: Premiered Mar 20, 2024 ^^
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Well, he just answered the million-dollar question of my life, "Why are you single?" Because my whole life, I have chosen people who activate my nervous system into fight or flight mode thinking that it was love. I have never been able to answer that question with so few words . But it's the truth, thank you
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The guy I most recently dated told me about the last girl he was with & how she was really cold and never acknowledged him or how he cared for her, but he still wrote sad songs about her. I tried to end it when I realized he was hung up on someone, but he insisted he was as healing and he saw dating me as moving forward from that. Yet of course, he wasn’t showing up in the way I know I deserve, and I experienced HIM as being unavailable emotionally. I could tell he enjoyed how nurturing, sweet, and open I was to him, but he took it for granted. And I understand, because I’ve been in his position. It’s what you guys are talking about - we only recognize love when we are trying to earn it. I was doing it with him and he wasn’t as into me as the last girl because he didn’t have to earn my love/attention. Clearly we’re both wounded. It woke me up to the work I still have to do personally. No regrets.
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I’m really proud of how far I’ve come in voicing my needs, however, the recent experience of having my needs labelled “too high expectations” or “sensitive” or “you shouldn’t need that” and invalidated and denied really shook me. It’s been 2 months and I’m already healing well, but I wish I walked away once my needs were denied. They were as simple as cuddles after intimacy, going on a date, asking for an apology… basic things. I was always the one going “how can I love you better? What can I do? What do you need?” And he asked it once towards the end of our relationship, made the change I requested, then blew up when he couldn’t keep up the “act” as he called it. Man, I’m ready to work on myself and take this time to heal, and when I date again, I’m being authentically me and not being afraid to say no to the wrong person…
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Thank You Matthew ... My Father suffered from severe PTSD ... and was unable to be emotionally present for us, or our Mum ... there were 6 of us ... I often felt abandoned or dismissed by him, and was afraid of his inconsistency and angry outbursts ... we all were. My Mum stayed with him ... hoping that she could " Love him to make him better" ... and he was frequently absent, and could be psychotic. I can always remember trying to do the same as my Mum, and craved a connection with him. From the age of about 9, we returned from Africa, where me, and 5 of my 6 siblings were born, and my Father suffered a severe breakdown on his return. My relationships have all been with men who could not be Emotionally present, or Abusive men, as I did not know or understand a healthy way to relate, and was seeking "Love" ... without the knowledge of what a healthy relationship really was. I am now nearly 70, and your words have made me cry ... as I realise now that my Father was incapable of Loving us, due to his own brutal childhood experiences, and also his time in the RAF, during WW2, as a Fighter Pilot, then as an Intelligence Officer, gathering Intelligence in Germany for "The Nuremberg Trial's" .... and rounding up SS Officers, responsible for atrocities committed during this time. He then went on to take part in "The Nuremberg Trial's" with evidence that he had gathered. In many ways he was a truly remarkable man, who became a Wing Commander in the RAF, but he also carried so much pain from his own experiences, and suffered PTSD as a result. My Childhood was painful and confusing, and I found myself drawn to men much like my Father, who were emotionally distant and aloof, as this felt familiar to me. At no time in my life have I been able to form a real emotional connection in any of my relationship's, because of my own inability to recognise healthy patterns of behaviour. I believe that I may be a mixture of Dismissive and Fearful Avoidant , and may have a Disorganised Attachment Style ... but your words are so True for me, I just wish that I had realised all this many years ago. Your Wisdom is astounding, and I often listen to your YouTube information, as it helps me to understand myself better. Thank You Matthew. 41:42 41:42 41:42
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I can attest to dropping the thing we normally use to attract people. I’m huge into pole fitness & I have a ton of fantastic pictures…but putting them on the dating app profile gets me nothing but superficial men chasing thrills. Once I started posting my average every day pictures, I began getting better matches
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Toxic love can be emotionally draining and harmful to your overall well-being. It's important to recognize the signs of a toxic relationship, such as constant criticism, manipulation, or lack of respect. Remember, you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, and respect. Surround yourself with supportive friends and family, and consider seeking professional help if needed. Take care of yourself and prioritize your happiness. You deserve a healthy and fulfilling love. ❤️
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32:40 That’s spot on about the nervous system ! … ANDDDD a lot of the times childhood unhealed trauma around not having father figures that protected them as little girls tend to gravitate towards “ bad boys “ and so they misread and confuse the power control and fake confidence they portray, with a man that has the potential to provide protection. I believe that women intrinsically want a good, gentle man that can also make her feel protected.
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Self compassion is a beautiful gift to ourselves. This podcast is so raw and full of human softness, definitely the reason why we all attract the people that we create relationships with because we do see our brokenness in them. Being truly authentic and naked emotionally takes courage. Nobody wants to be judged and not like because we are who we are. The feeling of being safe and home with someone is truly amazing yet it takes vulnerability and compassionate acceptance to arrive home. I appreciate both your openness and vulnerability as the leaders and authority navigating this topic. I feel that both your life experiences creates volumes impacting us today ❤️. Grateful to both of you. Gracias!🙏
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I am very grateful to listen that kind of conversation 😊 It changed my whole life! I am 30 during my 20s I didn't know about self love, having boudaries and it turned out when I became aware I was surrouding with toxic relationship included friends 😅 I am single since 8 years don't have close friends since 2 years. I am rebuilding and recreate a new life 😃 It been 2 years I focus on myself and the love I am worthy about 😊 It people like you who change my life game ❤ My deepest gratitude 😇
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