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LYRICS
Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person
But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now
But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching
Can’t help but think I just stand out
No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God
forbid I put some effort in
It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt
Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out
And I’ve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own person
Views : 337,857
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Nov 18, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.983 (37/8,804 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This scene in heartstopper was so real and sensitive this song was perfect for that moment
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The worst part of identity crisis is (in my experience) not knowing which personality or traits of yourself are really YOU and which ones are just built up traits to please others. I hope you will get through this eventually and figure out everything. Thank you for making this amazing music, I really like and appreciate it.
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I just want to say that I've never come across a song that describes how I feel this well. Every single lyric went straight to my heart.
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heartstopper bring me here
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Heartstopper ❤️
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man your songs are so relatable, feels like we experience the same things at the same time, really great song
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I recently heard this in an H&M store. Found myself holding back tears. It’s ironic because I was just looking for a new pair of jeans. This song really speaks to me
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Heartstopper brought me here, great song.
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Thought I couldn't find any relatable songs other than numb little bug but seems like it's not and i love this so much ><
Here from Heartstopper 💕
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came here from heartstopper.. this song is immaculate and really touches my soul thank you
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Temazo
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This song resonates to me so deeply. I can't explain how I felt when I listened to this song for the first time and hearing it in Heartstopper makes it a gazillion times much better and also I'm an introvert which makes this song so so so special to me. Thank you for this masterpiece.
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I just discovered this song in Heartstopper. This song speaks so much about my reality. Thank you for this amazing song. Kisses from Brazil.
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Playing this non-stop after Heartstopper ep2. Relatable as hell
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heard this is in heartstopper, my new favorite song :)
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thanks heartstopper for introduce me to this amazing song
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I have had this song on repeat for days. I relate to this song more than words can describe. Thank you for creating a song like this.
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I heard this song for the first time watching the HEARTSTOPPER series...it's a beautiful melody, angelic voice
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I’ve always loved this song since it’s one of the only songs that I truly relate to, like the first time I heard it I was like, “Why does this seem familiar? Oh… right!”. I was so happy when I heard it in Heartstopper, I fucking cried, I was so shocked but like happy and I don’t know. Both Heartstopper and this song have meant a lot to me, so hearing this song was just amazing :)
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@milzz8844
2 years ago
When you're 62% homosexual
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