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LYRICS
Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like Iām my own person
But buying new clothes just makes me feel down
Having new style would cause me more attention and I donāt feel like Iām my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now
But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching
Canāt help but think I just stand out
No matter what I do itās bad itās hurting and I donāt feel like I'm my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but Iām not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, Iāll buy the same pair just a different version ācause God
forbid I put some effort in
It would be nice if I wasnāt filled with doubt
Oh I canāt help feel that Iāve got some kind of curse and I donāt feel like Iām my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but Iām not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I donāt want anyone to ever dig me out
And Iāve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen Iāll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self
Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but Iām not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground and I donāt want anyone to ever dig me out
And Iāve never had a sense of self
Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and Iāll never be my own person
Views : 159,137
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 10, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.964 (35/3,880 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-01-22T05:50:07.935251Z
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YouTube Comments - 131 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
This song literally describes my whole life, itās so underrated I canāt.
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this is honestly one of the best songs i ever heard, i'm surprised that it doesn't have the attention that it deserves
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FINALLY FOUND THIS OMG THANK U HEART STOPPER FOR INTRODUCING ME TO NEW ARTIST OMG
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here from heartstopper because goddamn does this hit different, i cant believe how much this relates to nick
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Thank you heartstopper for showing me this amazing song
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I can just picture myself in a car driving around Listening to this song
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i'm not fluent in english so i've been listening to this song for quite a while without paying too much attention to the lyrics but today it hit me. I grasped some sentences and I realized it spoked to me so I checked out the lyrics. I really see myself in the lyrics, it brought tears to my eyes. I realized how sad it was to feel and live this way, but I felt happy knowing that I wasn't the only one like this. thanks.
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Heartstopper.
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I loved Heartstopper to an embarrassing level. I have never seen
a movie or show, (and I am a huge~! Book, Theater, TV and
Movie fan, I believe that the thing that separates humans from
animals is our story telling), where every single actor, every
single scene and every single cinema graphic was freakin
PERFECT. This offering was cathartic for me. I have been out
for 44 years, but this fulfilled something in me that has been
missing all along. I have seen several other gay love stories,
but this is the most innocent, sweet and wholesome love
story I have ever seen. When I say that I loved it to an
embarrassing level, (Dear God~!) I mean, I binge watched it 8 times
in a week and a half. (and I have only ever binge watched
one other show, ever, and that was only once through.)
What sets this master piece aside from all other gay stories is both
that it is one of the first none tragic love stories and it has
not one single seen for the prurient of heart.
Just awesome...
Many tears of joy..
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heartstopper will make this song have the right appreciationšš
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Tbh, this song reflects what I feel right now. I've been enduring identity crisis for months now :( The lined "Been rotating two outfits for three years now, waiting for somr kind of inspiration to make me feel like I'm my own person" hits so much to me.
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Heard your song on Hearstopper and I just had to go listen to it without background noise i love your voice and i love the lyrics <3
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When I saw Nick starting to cry, with this song playing in the back ground, I just wanted to give him a hug. Cant wait for Heartstopper series 2
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Sums up my life
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All hands down Heartstopper has the best songs ever I can get them out my head
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When I first heard this song, on the same day I was having like my 100th existential crisis about not knowing who I am and what I want. I had been feeling incredibly alone for a while up until that point I heard it. Relatability especially about these things is a powerful thing, thank you for existing <3
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this is my favorite song right now
thanks Heartstopper for introducing me <3
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Am I the only one who came here after hearing it in heartstopper :)
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I'm here after watching Heartstopper and falling in love with this songš
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@hyunj0y538
2 years ago
i had to come check this song out when I heard it in Heartstopper watching it for the first time and god this song is so good
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