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Genre: Education
Date of upload: Oct 5, 2017 ^^
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Iāve started hating things I used to enjoy and whenever I talk about it to my mum she just tells me to
āStop being a whimpā āget a gripā āget on with itā and āstop being a quitter
It just makes me feel so crap and she always calls me lazy and talks about how Iāll be fat if I give up my hobby but I hate my hobby so much and when I have to do it I dread it all week
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When i was at the peak of my depression there were two things I wanted the most, either to kill myself or to brutally torture people that did wrong to me. I cannot describe in words how painful these feelings were. I was filled with anger, hatred and intense desire for revenge. In addition to that I had all the symptoms that are described in this video and many more. Fortunately I took antidepressants and it helped greatly. I still have little bit depression but it is almost negligible as compared to what I had back then. It is a miracle that I am still alive right now. If I had a gun at that time I would be certainly dead by now.
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It feels metaphysical. Like something inside my chest has died. When I hug my family members or my dog, I feel like whatever died inside me comes back to life temporarily. I do not have energy unless itās an adrenaline rush during a panic attack where I can feel my heart pounding against my rib cage and chest cavity. The feelings inside me make me feel as if Iām ugly on the outside. I feel like no one would care if I blew my brains out onto my rug. I havenāt felt happy since I was roughly 15 years old. But I refuse to kill myself. Iāve been enduring this my whole life, and I feel like Iām getting stronger mentally each day. Even though Iām still very much in a permanent state of melancholy, I feel like it has brought me a sort of maturity and wisdom that I had been lacking in my younger years. This is part of me now and forever will be and Iām okay with that.
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Guys you still have a lot of opportunities to take in life. And remember sitting at home all day or not doing anything isn't going to help you. Exercising will help with your mental and physical self, eating healthy foods and talking to people who understand you. Write down the things that made or is making you depressed and start to face those problems. Face your inner demons...you can't ignore them forever.
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@UWMedicineHealth
4 years ago
If you are feeling depressed or are thinking of taking your own life, please know that you aren't alone. There are resources that can help you. You can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1.800.273.8255 or reach out to the Text Crisis Text Line at 741741.
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