@chrissylove1104

2 weeks ago

I just want to thank you for consistently creating content about healing ourselves and sharing your experience about your past to express how it relates to situations that we may drawn to even years later, because it feels familar and at home, even if that wasnt completely a safe place to be. I also grew up in a narcissistic toxic household for a couple decades with different men, and for awhile I held on to that pain and internalized it because when I was younger it was hard to truly understand and vocalize what was happening. And not having the proper support system like our mom to protect us, so we had to all take on different roles to be in survival mode. You learn love can coexist with abuse and tolerate alot in the name of unconditonal love. Despite it all, we also had an amazing childhood with great memories that I like to remember. Staying active in other activities I believe helped release alot of that stored trauma in our bodies. This is me where I can literally walk in anywhere, and I am attuned to the environment and the ernegies within it. My intuition can discern and decipher both positive and negative energy at such a strong level. Being able to transmute it and not allo w it to overwhelm our nervous system is a blessing when we need it. Like you've mentioned before feeling safe within our own body, we learn how to navigate the world without constantly living in a hyper vigilant state. I am still at the point where i am dealing with the mental illnesses still, but I also know I am a healer and the peoole I have met have taught me so much. Those labels arent me they just represent the trauma we have endured but as you have taught, we are not the story that happened and we can always reqeire our beliefs. Neuroplasticity is such a beautiful thing to know we are not trapped and finally stepping out of the chains of isolation and separation and becoming who we were always meant to be is empowering.

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