Views : 4,674,137
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 15, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.958 (1,232/115,473 LTDR)
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I've been suicidal for like, 3 years. It just has been one of the most difficult things to deal with. And this is a late comment, but when this song released I was trying hard to find things to live for. This song then just really brought me back to my senses, made me think about what I would miss if I was gone. I hold this song really close to my heart.
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This song hits hard, 2 weeks ago my mom died in a car crash, the most lovely person in the world, IĀ“m 18 years old and she had not lived half her live yet. We had big plans for the day after because she loved planting seeds in her garden. We bought tons of plants and stuff we could eat. She useally does not drive because she always was scared of death. She use to walk and sometimes take the bus. But this one time she made an exception and took the car. She was heading to the supermarket the one time before they closed and left in a hurry. The last thing I heard from her that day was."IĀ“ll be back in a around 15 minutes, just start without me" About 10 minutes later, I got a call from the police saying that their were a serious crash between a truck and a car. I was shocked and asked who it was, before realising it was my mother. The trucker did not pay attention at the red light and crashed at 90Mph /110 Km/t. She died at the scene. You never know that someone you love, can be gone seconds like that. In my backyard we have a big tree that we wrote my moms name in it, with a knife. Around the tree is there many of my moms favorite flowers that she bought. Under the tree my mom is buried legally after there is no law that say we can not do it here ( Norway ) I go outside everyday and talks to her about my day and what my family has planned next with the garden. The world is hard but you have to stay together and care about people you love. not more than 2 days ago my father killed himself after all that had happened. Now its just me my sister at 20yrs and my brother at 22yrs. Even you are angry sometimes and tell people (especially your parents) that you hate them. You never know what will happen next. Would you want to live your life knowing that the latest thing you said to your mom, is that you hate her and that you do not want to see her anymore?. No, they are just people who care about you and tries to protect you, because they loves you. DonĀ“t take life for granted. You have only one life, and use that life to live to your fullest. This was a very long story, but hope someone takes time enough to read it through. Sorry for any english mistakes, IĀ“m not the best in written english can you say.
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@SikWorldMusic
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PLEASE READ! - lyrics in description. I present to you all my new song āI canāt believe I diedā! The inspiration for this song, is I feel like I have been thinking about death so much more since the passing of Xxxtentacion all the way up to Kobe Bryant, inspiring people we all looked up to. Also living in such weird times with everything going on, something in the air feels so dark & depressing. i donāt even know... I just realized nobody is safe from death and as dark as it is, eventually weāll all cross the other side. life is extremely fragile, unpredictable & we truly never know when our last day, hour, minute, or second is. I made this song while I was deep in thought - I wrote from the perspective of what If I died RIGHT NOW, this very second, no chance to come back, what would I think or say? this is what I came up with... I plan on bettering myself every day and really trying my best to appreciate every single moment of my life. I love you all so much, no matter what & I hope you know that, letās remember not to take our lives for granted š¤ Make sure you guys thumbs up this video, leave a comment & subscribe for more music! Ps. This songs on spotify, add it to your playlist! Link - open.spotify.com/track/0ru4AhwSssO485ZQ1d3V2p?si=9ā¦
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