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Top Comments of this video!! :3
went from "i wrote a song for you" to "i wrote a song for myself" we stan
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the person who disliked is probably her ex
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using concealer to hide breakup bags is a FAT MOOD. this photo is sooooo aesthetic and this song is so calming.
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5 seconds in and you sound like calligraphy and forgotten summer memories 🥺💕
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i actually went through my first breakup last year. i was sixteen too when I fell in love and everything was great - we were literally the boy/girl version of each other, but all of a sudden he said that he wasn't ready for a relationship. funny thing is a few months later, he has a new girl . he's happy but I was still not over him and seeing him every day in class sucked. but I'm happy for him and I hope she makes him happy like he made me happy.
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The song hasn’t even started and im already sobbing
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i guess what i have learnt is that you never fully get over pain or heartache,, you just learn to live with it. and sometimes that is the best closure there is. i hope that the boy who was my first love is happy and that life treats him well even though he dealt me so much pain,, no one deserves that. i hope that whoever SHE is makes him happy and laugh and feel content like he once made me feel.
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When I was 15, turning 16, I started dating this girl in my class. She seemed sweet and kind and she was. A couple of months passed in the relationship and I started seeing this toxic and ruthless side of her. As the relationship continue'd, it got worse. To the point where even her mother would apologise for the stuff she would do and say to not only me but her friends also. She actually cheated on me on a school trip to Barcelona with another school from Ireland and I found out in the bus home as she sat next to me (on the other side of the aisle) and she started crying, I was so hurt from this but yet I literally wiped her tears. We split up shortly after, it was tough, although he hurt me so much and made me constantly cry and made me fear her, having something so big in your life go was scary. It was my first relationship so it was hard, it lasted about a year and 3 months.
It's been about 3/4 years now and I'm actually with my girlfriend for about 8 months now and I love her so much. It her first relationship and my second so I thought maybe it would be a while before we clicked but we did straight away. She's made me feel so loved and cared for, she does little things to show she loves me. She always keeps to herself, but she allows me past those barriers. I've never cared about someone as much as I do her, and I know there's still a long way to go with us but I do hope we keep going as strong as we are and make it.
The point is, after my first relationship, I didn't know whether I would find someone, and I didn't really care. I prioritized myself for once and I grew so much as a person, I was always proud of myself and happy, but never loved who I was until then. Now I'm the happiest I've ever been, I've been so patient and I finally found someone who is worthy of me. Someone who shares the same values as me and makes me happy, and is happy with me. I would have waited years more just to be with her. I'm glad I didn't rush into things, I'm glad i took time to heal and grow.
It was ironic because the day I went on my first date with my girlfriend. my ex text me asking did I want to meet up and talk, she says she still loves me but thankfully I'm with someone who truly cares for me.
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i got off an abusive relationship last year. our relation was actually pretty good in the beginning, but as soon as he started to control everything about me, to get jealous, to freak out over every and any little thing he'd say i'd done... 11 months went by this way, and it broke my heart and my mind. i guess this was a situation that helped me, because i've discovered that i am actually a lesbian. but i cried because i tried so hard to help him and, in the end, all he did was hurt me. i'm way better off alone, i am truly happy that the healthy relationship i have is the one i have with myself.
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"I hope that I heal and I hope that I get better" this hit not necessarily because of a break up but life in general
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that “i cried about u everynight" MY HEART😭
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i can hear the pain in your voice. and i tell you everything is going to be fine🧡
i've never experienced a romantic realtionship break up but i've been heartbroken by my own family and "friends". It's not easy to handle the pain and just move on, but we need to find the strength in ourselves to be better.
i encourage to make an effort to overcome the situation you're going through and become a better person.
you are loved and enough, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.
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I went through my first love's breakup a month ago, I mean I've been broke up with other people in the past but it wasn't love I can tell because I know. I haven't been through a lot of pain as much as I did throughout the relationship because he was really manipulative. I'm now happy but I'm feeling lonely time to time, I miss him even though he cheated on me twice. I am 21 btw, you can tell how hard it is for me to fall in love with someone by looking at my age haha... I wanted to get it all out of my chest since it's breaking up lullaby, I am singing this lullaby to my heart right now to make it sleep and find relaxation that it has been trying to find.
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I am going through a breakup right now... He broke up with me 4 days ago and it hurts...
Fuck it hurts...
He broke up with me because he said that he felt very anxious and stressed because of our relationship... I don't even understand, we had an amazing relationship together! I am using the no contact rule to try and make him come back.. This notification came right on time! ❤
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Hey! I also had my first (real) breakup, with the first person I fell in love with, I was feeling so empty and broken, and I was able to understand songs and texts about breakups now, it was hard but I know I am happy now and I hope he is too. Thank you for sharing this with us. It was tough listening to it... ♡
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it's almost been a month since I broke it off with my on and off ex of two years and my progress feels better and worse on some days. I'm crying, thank u for sharing this song, it's really needed
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Its 5 AM here and the lyrics hits me really hard, might be the song that i'll play until i fall asleep. Olivia your music is the best!❤
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i’m going through this rn 😕 but thank you for this because it makes me feel not so alone.
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AMAZING BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL ALL POSITIVE WORDS LOL IM THE HYPE WOMAN
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@OliviaRuby
4 years ago
ukulele chords: em, a7, a, g (repeat the whole time) :)
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