@michellemiller5372

11 months ago

OMG!! Thank you so much for this. I had a really amazing thing happen when I was invited to join in on a "Laying on of hands" (I think that's what they called it) for a friend of mine who suffered with Parkinsons disease and his body would jerk and move uncontrollably. He is a pastor and was heavily involved with a close knit group of friends in a very small church. I was at his house one day when his friends from church came by for a minute and they were gathering around him to do this before they left, and asked if I would join them. I didn't know what they were asking me to do, but I stepped into the ring of 5 people surrounding him. They all put their hands on him, so I did too. One person began to pray outloud and I closed my eyes and concentrated on making him still. I began to feel my head open up on top and then a current or wind like feeling began to flow through me. I remember my response in my head (not wanting to interrupt the person praying) and I just repeated to myself "yes! use me, use me " "make him still again" it was a strange sensation. I was so focused on that hollow flute like feeling, that I hadn't noticed how warm my hands had become. It was obvious to me that what was happening was not coming from me. I was just an instrument. (I don't do organized religion and had never participated in such a thing before.) I thought this same feeling was happening inside everyone in the circle and was really in awe. Afterwards, when all had said "amen" and dropped their hands from him, he turned to me (I was positioned behind him in the circle) and said "I could feel the heat from your hands through my shirt. And he held up his arms. He had almost completely stopped the involuntary jerking and moving. It was astounding! The movements stopped for many hours but did return later. ( I surmised years later that they may have returned because we only addressed the movements and not their origin?) A few weeks later he was to deliver the sermon at church because the regular pastor was not available, and he was a bit nervous and excited about it and it seemed to make his movements more violent. He wasn't sure he could make it through the whole time allowed and was considering sitting down for it. We circled around again and placed our hands on him. I was very clear with my intent to quiet his limbs and it happened again! It worked again for many hours, with almost complete relief from the movements. I kind of chalked it up to God using me for a tool. I moved away shortly after. That was 2012. No one I spoke with had ever experienced it. So over time I kind of let it fade from memory, not realizing what had happened. When I found your video, it all came rushing back. It was when you mentioned the hands getting hot that it really sunk in. This is so exciting! I feel like I now have a responsibility to use this gift to help as many people as I can. I'm afraid to tell my boyfriend. He's going to think I've slipped a stitch. Thank you for the detailed break down and explanation of this. I'll be back for more from you! This is .... WOW! Thank you so much, I'm 60 years old and said, just last week, that I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Maybe this is my calling?

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