Views : 178,604
Genre: Film & Animation
Date of upload: Jul 7, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.864 (205/5,835 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-14T21:47:30.703097Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I love it this is such a big and beautiful idea because it can help people to avoid these kind of situations,it can help them manage.Listening to other people who had there own problems can help other people who listened to there storys and how they made mistakes and how they survived it can help people to make a better life but not only for them but also other people.Also you trying to end your life by jumping in the middle of the road hoping to get hit by a car is mad crazy.
Edited:I also watch all your vids i am too is gay and have enemy's who despise me but i manage and i will live the life i deserve and try to avoid many rocks to get to the end of the road.
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I had 3 of these kinds of relationships, one right after another over the course of 7 years while i served in the military. I wish i would have had the strength and self awareness to get help about it so my brain and heart wouldn't have broken this way. But now 2 years into therapy breakthroughs have come so, if anyone feels like they are in a similar spot i promise you help is out there and if you just reach out to get help (not just small hints, not everyone picks up on those), help will come. Much love for you and "Chan" being comfortable enough to share your story, it actually helped me and i hope it helps others.
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I'll tell you my story.
When i was 11-12 years old, i had a "friend" (i didn't liked her but i was forced to be with her during scouts weekends and all that stuff). She was younger than me and really weird sometimes because she wasn't sure of her sexuality and all that stuff so she often asked me for some explanations and sometimes she tried it on me without my permission during pyjamas parties. But, one night, she went to far. We were talking normally in the bed before sleeping and, suddenly, she asked me "How does lesbian sβ¬x work ?" This question made me feel kinda awkward but i explained it to her because i was panicking.
After my explanation, she started to get closer to me and to be more touchy until i could not do anything.
I didn't wanted this but my mouse was just glued. I was paralysed and i decided this hide all the tears that were falling and my skin.
Feeling her skin on mine and in my body was just traumatizing.
After that night, she was proud and all while i was shocked and tried to avoid her.
Its been almost 4-5 years and recently, she came to me and tried to talk with me like nothing ever happened.
Please, i don't know what to do anymore and if i tell my family, i will have troubles because she's living not so far from mine.
Help, i'm terrified.
I'm not okay.
I'm sorry, i don't know why il telling all of this.
I think i needed to talk about it.
Only my best Friend knows.
Be careful y'all.
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(Btw i'm french so sorry for the errors, my keyboard Can Do weird corrections or even delete word sometimes- )
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@Chimera_k8
10 months ago
it's refreshing to see someone display the whole truth and not just the parts that protect their own image. Your content is honestly so great and I get excited when I get notifications for your videos
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