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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Damn when he said he just want Mac back but he still living like that hit hard😞 rip Mac and god bless Gerald
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That Mac line hit me so hard 😥 the regret of not talking to that person you should have been talking to and they pass away... It's freaking heartbreaking man. I've always wished Mac and G made a song together and the fact that there was a possibility is such a bummer.
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One of the best songs he has released in years.
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To the person reading this: Even though I don’t know you, I wish you the best of what life has to offer 💜
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The pain in your voice , breaks my heart 💔! This is a masterpiece !
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this album is definitely different from everything he has ever done. lots of maturity and great lyrics, great instrumentals and raw subject matter in the songs. probably the best he’s ever done.
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This is one of the realest songs that I ever heard. Thank you for sharing some truth on how is sometimes the life of an an artist, drugs and loneliness are a part of this life that most people don’t talk about. Lately everyone is showing their “perfect” life on social media like there is no downside while having a negative impact on those that are comparing their real life to that perfectly shown life.
Thank you for being real, Gerald!
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g please promise us to never leave us. you’re everything and got me through a really hard time and still do🤍
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This song is really dope, along with a lot of the other songs in this album.
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SHE PROLLY THINKS I GOT IT ALL BUT ITS PAIN BEHIND THIS LAUGHTER
Any other songs like this??? Alot of people seem happy but really are not. I felt that line from Gerry 😥
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Holy fuck. He went back to his roots for this album for sure, and I couldn't be happier about it!
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“My anxiety increases, the higher that I climb. I thought it would get easier, easier with time.” 🙏
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i cant even begin to describe in words, how hard this songs hits
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when he mentioned Mac. Straight shot deep in my feels. 😭😭
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Everyone is freaking out about Certified Lover Boy and Donda but I'm flipping my shit because Gerald dropped a sequel to one of his best albums ever
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Best from the Album 🔥🔥
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We hear G, don't lose yo self you got it all, was just bumping sad boy but I feel you gang
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[Chorus]
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself
I just really miss myself
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself (Yeah)
I forgot how to be myself (Uh)
I just really miss myself (Somebody asked me, yeah)
[Verse 1]
Somebody asked me, "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy?"
I thought about it and I ain't have no answer
I started this shit ten years ago, it was just me and my manager
On the road, doin' any shows, we was fillin' up this calendar
But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter
While I'm in Gerryland, I'm still hеre wildin' as a bachelor
Woke up next to a stranger, what's her name? I had to ask her
She prolly thinks I got it all, but it's pain behind this laughter
Hungover the mornin' after, close my drapes, make it blackout
Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out
On LSD, had a convo with my brother, it brought a lot up
See I don't ever take the uniform off, and now I'm clocked out
[Chorus]
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself
I just really miss myself
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
I just really miss myself (Yeah)
[Verse 2]
Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac
Last time he text me, I was fucked up, forgot I didn't hit him back
Wish I could have spoken up, man, I just want my brother back
But I mean, who am I to talk, bro? I'm still livin' like that
They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist
Make some shit I don't feel, yes men tell me it's the hardest
They just wanna keep their jobs, stay on my good side, keep their office
Keep us on the road, and no commission or the profits
Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avicii
Fifty thousand watchin' me, but I swear don't nobody see me
But it's rich people problems, it's stamps all in my passport
My mama tellin' me that, "This is everything you asked for"
What you want?
[Chorus]
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself (How to be myself)
I just really miss myself (Great mind, great mind)
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
I just really miss myself
[Verse 3]
My anxiety increases the higher that I climb
I thought this shit would get easier, easier with time
I'm happy in my mind, but at least I tell myself that
Guess I'm damaged goods, I cannot help that
Drugs take the edge off, hide inside my comfort zone
Different girl every night, but worry I'ma die alone
Me against the world, can't decide now what side I'm on
Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone
Cheated on my girl, I felt like shit, and then I sped off
Crept in the crib quiet, shower, took my YSL off
She woke up, grab my dick, I couldn't help it, had to get off
And if she gave me head, felt like I wanna blow my head off
Think everybody cheats, everybody will
Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will
I know that sounds fucked up, but in the end, it's real
'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill
This scale here will measure, five hundred pounds of pressure
The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser
Illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me?
You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me
[Chorus]
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself
I just really miss myself
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
I just really miss myself
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think everybody cheats, everybody will, everybody leaves, but these drugs never will. i know that sounds fucked up, but in the end, its real.. till im lost on a bender askin myself can i chill.
realest shit ive heard in the past 3 years i swear!
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@impatientstoner4200
1 year ago
G I know you will never see this but this song saved me. Thanks man
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