Views : 1,096,156
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 6, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.976 (130/21,707 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
iām not scared of death iām scared to hurt the people around me. the only reason iām still here is because i donāt want to hurt anybody else. just like how i donāt want to bother anybody with my problems thatās why iāll never tell anybody whatās going on in my head, and why i want to leave
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The rain just makes it sound that much more real. I've actually listened to this song while walking through the rain. I was contemplating suicide, and my best friend actually sent me a link to this song. I hadn't told her anything that had been happening, but somehow she knew. This has become the song I always listen to whenever I'm in that headspace.
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I always start tearing up when I hear this song. The first time I listened to it was shortly after I was disowned by my parents after coming out of the closet, and I stayed with one of my teachers. I didnāt feel like there was a way out of my depression, and it just felt like my thoughts about the world werenāt unrealistic - I felt like I had it all figured out, about how horrible the world was, and I was considering suicide.
Then my sister calls me for the first time in a year this january, and tells me Iām an uncle, and that she wants me in her life. Ever since I have been crying at the part where she sings āThe laugh of your sisterās kidā - Sheās my reason to stay.
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The reasons im alive:
- i dont want to hurt my family, my family would miss me, my mother the most and i couldnt hurt her,
- my friends, they probably dont care but its just hard to think about the fact they lost someone so close
- my animals, they are the things that keep me sane
- i dont want people to go through the pain of losing someone so young, so close to them, im thirteen and i dont want to be in this world anymore, its hard lately. REALLY hard, and i dont know how to cope anymore
Its also hard to think that the only thing im good at is hiding my pain
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My reasons i want to leave but dont want to at the same time
1~ Bts, They saved me from committing suicide at a very young age and helped me love myself and realize that im not ugly but born in a judgemental society -BTS RM
Armys(bts fandom name) and BTS are like my family who understand me and support me
I know this wont be noticed because its kpop related but just know you are beautiful š
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Iāve thought about it tbh but then you think of all the people who have got you to were you are to how far you got donāt make them feel like they didnāt do good enough stay. Stay here. We may not know each other but I donāt have to know you to know your so pretty and strong so donāt let that one thing stop that donāt let that one thing stop your life because it gets better maybe not now maybe not next week or next month maybe not even till next year but it does get better and you should stick around for it to happenā„ļø
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Think about when you get older youre in college you have finally made it there you may still feel the way youre feeling but think forward. Its your wedding day you look about and see your family and friends tear glistening in their eyes. You smile to yourself because you know you have made it with the people you love most and theres so many people there you didnt know before they came into your life when you thought you couldnt handle it anymore and look at them all crying of happiness for you. Keep going
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@wolfguard997
4 years ago
Sometimes I wanna die but to be honest I'm scared of death and I still aint giving up beacuse anything could happan at the very last moment.
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