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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 8, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.958 (2,703/257,287 LTDR)
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āI choose to love you in silenceā¦
For in silence I find no rejection,
I choose to love you in lonelinessā¦
For in loneliness no one owns you but me,
I choose to adore you from a distanceā¦
For distance will shield me from pain,
I choose to kiss you in the windā¦
For the wind is gentler than my lips,
I choose to hold you in my dreamsā¦
For in my dreams, you have no end.ā
ā Rumi
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"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.
The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
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We arenāt tired because we canāt sleep at night. We are tired of the pain never going away and nothing ever getting better. We are tired of faking happiness and smiles, we are tired of trying to tell people how we feel. We are tired because our parents donāt get it. We are tired of the world, not because we donāt sleep.
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that feeling when you lock yourself in the room, in all darkness and sit down on the floor, hugging your knees and shivering. you feel everything at once, all waves of guilt and regret hitting at once and you want to cry so hard that your throat hurts but you can't shed a single tear. your heart hurts physically and feels like breaking into pieces. and you want someone to be with you and then you remember that they aren't with you......
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It's not the song that's making me cry. It's the fact that I can relate to damn near every one of these comments.
Idk how a community of communally depressed people was created in the comment section of a video but I'm here for it. Funny how reading these comments is the first time I've felt like I belong in a long time.
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@kristieobermeyer2065
3 years ago
I love the comments everyone just expresses themselves without being judged
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