@agirlbelngingtthewild9625

2 years ago

I really liked that last thing she said. Because in her early days i got that impression of her probably because I'm like that now. I haven't met anyone like me, I've seen how people have been outsiders but it wasn't ever in the way i was. I always like to keep to myself, i don't relate with anyone that much in my life, i don't ever try to make friends because it's not what i care about i think my family and my church is enough this may sound strange coming from a 17 year old but i don't really want friendship with children my age i guess if i do make some sort of new bond i can relate more with Adults and people that are older than me, kind of strange it's that way but that's the way things go. But anyways coming back to what i was saying i also kind of react to things and situations in the ways she did and i am the one to feel awkward all the time and a bit scared when I'm pushed into some sort of situation where i don't feel as hidden and more where peoples focus is on me. I guess i sometimes even shake when people are listening to me talk even one on one conversations. Making eye contact can also be an awkward situation and even a problem. And why to you have to look into their eyes it makes no sense, just uncomfort. Also i understand Aurora has changed a little bit, she's still herself but doesn't seem so nervous and people that she's found to be like minded to her are apart of something that keeps her going about things the way she does. And i know i said i never found anyone that related to me much well i have Aurora. Her personality, how she is, who she is and the way she relates so much with me is the reason I'm a Warrior besides the given fact that i love her music so much.

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