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Genre: Entertainment
Date of upload: Jul 13, 2023 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I never dated, I have never been in love, and I don't want to be in love. What is it like loving someone else like that? I'll never know. There are people who can explain what it is like but never will I truly understand what it is like..
Sometimes people want to fall in love and I don't want to...
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I always imagined finding the "love of my life" as a teenager. I never even had a boyfriend or anything close to it - rejected guys that I knew didn't have my best interest and now I'm 22 feeling like I'm missing out tbh. The few crushes I had as a kid were intense, but that was it... This song is so relatable.
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As I turned 20 and went off to college, I realized Iāve never been in love. Itās funny cause I pushed away guys that didnāt meet my standards and now I think back at those times and think that maybe I was the problem, that I was expecting too much. Itās hard seeing your friends find love. Iām happy for them but incredibly jealous of a feeling Iāve never had. I know my time will come but at this point in time I just feel like maybe Iām not deserving of love, maybe thereās no one out there for me. But gosh do I want to be in loveā¦
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I hadnāt been really in love until I was 21 years old. I had a crush when I was very young which lasted multiple years, but it wasnāt love cause I clung to the idea of who that person is, rather than who they actually were.
So, when I fell for my bf, I spent multiple months trying to figure out my feelings. I was so full of self-doubt, that I couldnāt tell whether I liked him or whether I just liked being with someone. Whether I just liked to have someone be interested in me. Whether I was just admiring who he is. I was totally overthinking everything, always believing myself to not be a good person who might end up breaking his heart.
But, in the end, I just had to admit to myself, that everyday I was hoping to see him, even if just to take a bit of a walk. I was comfortable and happy, whenever I was with him. When I was over at his place, I never wanted to leave. So, eventually I didnāt.
That was more than two years ago. Weāve been in a long distance relationship for most of the time, cause we met abroad. We only see each other once a year. But itās always my happiest time. Everyday we call each other - not because we agreed on it, but because we miss each other.
Now I am absolutely sure, I didnāt just want to be with someone, anyone. I wanted to be with him and just him.
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@KepiCake___HiyyihLicious
9 months ago
I only just started listening to the full album but this may be my most favorite one right off the bat šš As a girl who quite literally has never been in love, never has a boyfriend justā¦ a lot of f-ed up crushes, Iāve been so prone to fantasies that I sometimes forget that Iāve never had a relationship, never even had a boy friend in like 5 years, and will probably spend the rest of my life alone because my standards are ridiculously high-
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