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Date of upload: Dec 22, 2020 ^^
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"When she cry, you save her life" is something that really hits me hard when I remember everything my grandmother had to go through to raise me alone, my dad and my mom were together until I was 6 years old, she left me with my father and my grandparents, I grew up with a lot of abandonment by my mother, who was replaced by my grandmother and I thank her, I try to be a father when my father started working and never be present for me, when he found a girlfriend and left me for her and her daughter. When, at that age of 8, I depended so much on my father's affection that when he left me I thought I had no one when my grandmother was always there for me.
She gave everything, to raise me when the two were never there for me, she gave her life for me, when they tried to get me away from her, she told me once that she does not consider me her grandson, if not her son, he is the bravest person that I know.
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LYRICS
Take you like a drug
I taste you on my tongue
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
Daddy stuck around, but he wasn't present
Cheated on your mom but she never left him
First, I didn't get it
Now I understand he broke her heart
Left money in her hand
So everything got paid for, she made sure
You and your brother had way more
Then she ever had growing up
But when you told me the whole story
I felt like throwing up
I could see it on your face, it was rough
Left the bad taste on your tongue
And she didn't even take any drugs
She would rain all day, couldn't wait for her sun
To shine and you were made her shine
There when she cried you saved her life
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
I keep on trying to let you go
I'm dying to let you know
How I'm getting on
I didn't cry when you left at first
But now that you're dead, it hurts
This time I gotta know
Where did my daddy go?
I'm not entirely here
Half of me has disappeared
Go ahead and cry, little boy
You know what your daddy did too
You know what your mama went through
You gotta let it out soon, just let it out
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
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I just wanna vent this for a moment or two. My.. my dad, is always with his girlfriend- drinking, having sex, etc. he does everything for her itās always abt her. Sheās not mean (at least to me..), and itās not her fault. But my dad, has been so fucking rude. And I mean SO fucking rude, to some of my family members. He never ever really payed attention to me. So I stopped going over thankfully, he cheated on my mom and got some other chick pregnant. He stole one of his friends girlfriend (the one heās dating now and has been for something years.) He said four years ago, when me and my dads girlfriends kid were fighting (cause he was annoying me.) to HIS GIRLFRIEND āIāM SORRY I HAD A GIRL OKAY?ā In the other room. He **yelled* it. I was mad for so long for him saying that. I donāt give two fucks if he didnāt actually mean it, he still SAID IT. He was abusive to my mom as well. My dads girlfriend son tried to kiss on me and YES, I told my dad. But ig his āpunishmentsā werenāt enough. (If he ever did) cause the son KEPT doing it. I hated it over there. Iāve *never* had a actual father figure. *Never.* My mom also got abused, emotionally and physically from my dad and her ex husband which was my stepdad. My ex stepdad (aka her ex husband) was also controlling. I stood up for myself and ātalked backā to my dad one time*. Never did it again, no, I havenāt been physically abused- emotionally, yes a bit. My stepdad now, heās useless. USELESS, I canāt WAIT TO MOVE OUT AT 18. My mom seems happier, I suppose. They do argue a lot. I Never argued with ANY of my stepdadās. Ever. Then.. I broke one day, I **broke one day and argued with my stepdad whoās been with my mom for 4 years.* we used to fight hella lot- was really bad. But he was ALWAYS getting onto me- every little thing I did irritated him. We donāt fight as much now, but now I just avoid him as much as possible- and every time he starts to argue with my mom- Iāll sometimes interact if heās being stupid. Yes Iām 13, Iām abt to be 14 soon. I hate how I get treated like a child at times. Like, good lord Iām not that fucking young anymore get over yourself and let me grow up. Talk to me like a adult. Idgaf Iām tired of everyoneās shit honestly. Iām *tired* of helping everyone else with their problems but no one being able to either: understand, not know what to say, or ignores the topic, or talks abt their friend that did something that upset them when *I* want to talk abt MY problems. Sorry Iām narcissistic didnāt mean to be born. Iām a *mistake.* I was born on accident, not on purpose. Sorry Iām like this. Iām acting as much as I can so you donāt have to listen to me. Now, my mom works a lot during the day- (not all day) or works over night at her job until the morning- but then sleeps half the day. Itās not her fault tho. But Iām just not getting affection- my boyfriend is giving me affection- but through text- (yes weāre long distance, yes we video call mind your business, I made sure Iām safe and knew his age and what he looked like before dating him/liking him). Yeah ok Iām a little harsh, what can I say? Sorry Iām not enough. Sorry I āalmost made a choiceā for yāall to break up. (My stepdad and mom fought one day but she felt bad afterwards, while he was being shit to me- my mom had to go to the doctor then my stepdad started talking shit to me.) I canāt wait to get an apartment. Iāve tried moving out with my grandma, but I couldnāt. Yeah I know already no one cares abt me or this. But if youāve read this far.. thank you. (Side note: my bf keeps talking to one of my friends after I told him multiple times to not talk to her under any circumstances bcuz I get bad thoughts thinking abt them texting. but he still does it. And the day before yesterday he said āeyeā and I thought he was gonna be all cute and sweet but then he said ā(my friends name) favorite emojiā and my heart DROPPED.. idk what else to do. And I donāt wanna break up..) Update: he unfriended her and stopped talking to her awhile back also Iām 14 now and I try to ignore my dad:)
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Man, I haven't talked to my father in four years now. He was an absolutely awful man, and I don't cry for missing him, but for what I missed out on. I cry because I wish it would have been different. But he will always be who he is, and I will always remember all those times where he should have comforted me, when he should have, but he put himself first instead. I can forgive it and forget it, but I'll never endure it. Never again.
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@2Star20
8 months ago
I cry myself to sleep every night listening to this š
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