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Genre: Entertainment
Date of upload: Nov 17, 2021 ^^
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the lyrics:
The clock it taunts me
Tells me I should be
30000 feet in the air but I'm only six feet
Still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
Looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love
I can't escape the feeling
I'm not human, it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
Working overtime
'Til my heartbeat stops on a dime
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
While nightmares of my future possess my mind
I'm staring at these walls I
Think I might go insane
How can I feel something
When nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
That I could live a life
Without the torment of my demons and their knives
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
I'm overthinking my whole life
'Til the point I feel numb inside
But I'm still an emotional softie
Can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
Feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
Dansant avec les morts
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
Don't recognize myself
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da
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Recently lost a friend to depression and found this song a few days after and it broke me pretty much instantly. Haven't cried in so long. Beautiful song, made me think about the dark thoughts in my mind and just a glimpse into what somebody I loved felt for so long. Let somebody in, it's hard not to hide sadness behind a smile, you have no idea who will lay awake crying because you're gone.
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So I struggle heavily with dpdr (depersonalization/derealization) and this song hits so close to home because it describes so many of my feelings every day as I appear blurry when I look at myself as well as everyone I see and I have trouble feeling real or “feeling like a human” and I usually just feel semi numb but am bothered constantly by these feelings as well as being a spectator as I feel separated from my body and more like a voice it’s actually rlly cool how well it matches up to these things
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@onehopeofficial
2 years ago
Thank you so much for the support sheepy! 💙 I hope you guys enjoy this one 😁
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