@Hopelessromantic666

1 month ago

When you guys use to call every night and now it’s changed I went through a lot of trauma and he falls asleep on call with me bc he calms me and I don’t have night terrors but now he doesn’t he hardly messages he tells me to keep calling when he doesn’t pick up but gets annoyed when I actually do so I have stopped . I want the man I knew back Hese changed I use to be able to tell him when he hurt my feelings and now it’s my fault that i ever got upset . I gave up live streaming I gave up my guy friends but he gets to keep his female friends that he has actully slept with before me And he gets to keep his kik and stuff . I was accused of cheating all of a sudden when I havnt and I know what that means 😞😞 I don’t care if Hese cheating on me I feel like Hese apart of me and I would do anything for him . Even if he likes to see me cry or that he can hear me crying and not say a thing his jokes he thinks are funny but they make me cry . The silent treatments im getting use to im getting use to this treatment bc it’s not the first and I know deep down inside even though he calls me special and beautiful I am so ugly and so damn worthless And I don’t know how much more I can actually keep going im tired of feeling worthless im tired of crying im tired of being told that he loves me but his actions prove he does not .

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