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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Believe me, you're not the only guy who feels this way. It's hard to admit for men for lots of reasons but you speaking up does help for both you and for other guys with eating disorders. You can inspire them to speak up as well. Thank you so much for making this video. We're here for you and proud of you for having the courage to do this Richie!
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Scorn running around in the background was adorable, but thankyou for sharing, despite peoples rampant insensitivity on the internet. I've been battling alcoholism for years and I'm in a much better place now. I really related to the whole "no one is holding me accountable but me thing" ... Don't be embarrassed.
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Im relapsing myself at the moment and hearing you talk about your problems actually helped me. It’s somehow calming to hear that i am not alone.
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I will never stop watching your videos no matter how big or small your views. Your honesty is unmatched my friend. You have made it through so much and I believe you will get through this too
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I hope you are able to get through this and come out of it healthy and happy. Good luck, stay strong, and don't forget you have support from so many people <3
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Hi, Richie! So proud of you for being honest with yourself. I hope you do decide to confide in a professional who can help hold you accountable. The internet can be damaging and friends can be distant or transient. I'm rooting for your journey back to a healthier mindset 💜💙
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Social Repose, I have always thought you are extremely intelligent and well spoken. I thought I would just tune in for a few minutes of this video and ended up listening to the entire vlog because of how well you were presenting yourself. My heart goes out to you and I hope that you eventually arrive at a middle ground from which you can mend......Claudette
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Dude you got this, I think you're actually strong because you're honest with yourself, many people can't admit to themselves anything let alone in front of everyone.
You have to trust yourself because I sure as hell do. Best of luck!
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Its good to share your story ❤️ there are a lot of people who struggle with this issue, and its nothing to be ashamed of! Lets just support each other and get through this ❤️
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I think it's so brave of you to say all this. I've struggled for years with anorexia. I started listing to your music about 5 years now and it's gotten me through a lot. I never felt a alone and it's horrible the stigma of men and mental health. I was brought to tears hearing this because I knew those feelings. I was body shamed since elementary school and now I'm in and out of hospital with this, life changing thing as you said. I hope you can find ways to learn to look at yourself and love you. I'm starting off small with small things I like about myself. It's a long and rocky mountain of a journey. I know how it feels, you want to look like a skeleton, you want to see ribcages when you see yourself. I know I hate what I see in the mirror. And I'll admit during covid it got a lot more.. life dangering. I'm 5'1, and barely 98lbs. I want to recover, and I'm trying. But starting small is the best advice I can give. You're worthy of eating, you're worth it.
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Glad you were able to talk about it. I hope it feels like a weight off your chest. I don’t know if that’s the best phrase though.
I’m in my early 30’s. Struggled with it since I was a teen. I think you might be similar to me in the sense that talking/sharing these sort of things- not a comfortable thing to do. The attention feels weird.
Food is fuel. That has helped me. Good luck, R.
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I’m glad you can admit there’s a problem. I hope you can get well and conquer this dangerous thing. Love you!
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“14 seconds ago”
christ im early.
uh. do not be ashamed my good sir. be proud for being able to talk about it. im glad you came out and spoke even though you were scared to.
cheers
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Good luck and get well Richie. I’m proud of you for acknowledging this, sending love ❤️
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I'm glad Scorn was there to make you smile during this video. I know it helped a lot speaking about this on the internet. It must have been scary and not a lot of people can do that 💜. Let that baby be the light in your life to hold you accountable. My Luna has kept me alive through a lot living alone for the past 12 years because she needs me and Scorn needs you!
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Thank you for sharing this, I’m still learning how to recover from the years of a rocky relationship with good. You aren’t alone and you will always be supported
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As someone who regularly gets told they need to lose weight by parents and loved ones, everything takes a mental toll on you. I appreciate and love the honesty you have about putting this out there. I remember when my eating disorder hit its peak and I was bed bound, and I remember not wanting to move or be alive. You honestly can never win with other’s opinions, but I hope you can be kinder to yourself and hope you can recover from this ❤️
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Thank you for sharing this Richie, I have been denying my eating disorder for years and this has given me some courage to seek help. I really hope you can over come this. I believe in you. This video has got me in tears because I relate so much. Thank you for sharing it really helped me realize I need some help. Good luck Richie I hope you get to feel healthy happy again soon 💜💜
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Wait Mercy Kill was in 2018? Holy hell time flies. Also I didn't know the phrase "skinny fat" until you mentioned it in a video. As a big girl my whole life I literally laughed. But I get what it's like to have people immediately assume they know how to fix a person based solely on their weight. There's so much more to weight than what you eat or don't eat. Mental health is a huge part of it and people clearly see that with ED but if you are a big person it's clearly a character flaw and it's "easily" fixable. Life isn't fair and the standards of beauty are so unrealistic, we're not anime characters we can't just erase what we don't like about ourselves, we can improve it and grow with it but that takes work and a support from others. The first step is realizing there's a problem and admit to it, congratulations that's a big step.
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@Angelwearsblack89
2 years ago
Social repose: confessing a very personal and difficult struggle Scorn: time for zoomies
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