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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 23, 2010 ^^
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Lyrics:
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel
Remembering you standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in, holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
You screamed at the make-believe, screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage to let it all go
Remembering you, fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white, so delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you how you used to be
Slow drowned, you were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes, but I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
My pictures of you
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My late husband died way to soon of kidney cancer after 6 months of diagnosis. Everything medically possible was tried because he desperately want to live and stay with us, his family. The heartbreak of knowing he was going while everyone he loved was staying broke him. He died under Hospice care in our home surrounded by his family. Life has never been the same since. This song is exactly how I feel. Remembering him and how he used to be in pictures is all I can do now. "How I always held him close in his fear, as he found the courage to let it all go." He was so much more than everything. There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more is to never feel the breaking apart."
I miss him so. What a beautiful sincere heart felt song that touches my very soul!
Thank you, "The Cure."
Rest in peace, my love.
๐
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@brachapontecorvo
4 years ago
My beautiful mum was suffering from heavy depressions back in the eighties, and took her own life in 1989 at the age of 26, when I was only one year old. Today I was going through her old record collection and found a little paper inside The Cureโs Disintegration album sleeve. It was an old handwritten note by her with some drawings. Beautiful painted red and purple flowers, many little hearts with my name written a hundred times and the words: โthere was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heartโ. I immediately searched on Google and found out it are words to this song. I listened to it all morning. I got so close to my mother today because of this song. These words describe how she felt, how ill she was. How she struggled with being alive. But it also finally tells me how much I was wanted, and how much she wanted to stay with me and see me growing up. I am sure she listened to this song a thousand times. She is my hero and she is free now. This afternoon I visited her grave and brought her red and purple flowers. I also gave her back her Disintegration album wrapped up in plastic, close to her where it belongs. The note is in my closet forever. 7:27
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