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Date of upload: Jul 7, 2021 ^^
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RYD date created : 2022-04-09T19:22:14.530867Z
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Holding the pain alone in order not to hurt the person you loved, I think that is more painful than any of the reasons, i just ended my 4 years relationship though i always have the second thought of always needed him but it is the only way to make thing easier for the both of us. Maybe im selfish, but I am not that strong to hold it for so long, I never been this pain before, my mind says don't let go but my head always visiting the idea that distancing yourself for good. And i think that is what people must decide carefully before saying goodbyes.
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I feel alone. I feel helpless. I make promises and break them. Nobody likes me, I’m no good for anyone and I.. I don’t know. Heartbreak and just.. everything. And I normally deal with it myself but it feels like there isn’t anyone here but me and I can’t do it myself anymore because I’m not that strong and i put on a smile, knowing I can’t love “her” because she doesn’t feel the same way, but the memories. And I know nobody cares about me but myself. I have had to deal with this for so long, and I’m surprised I’ve hung on. I will keep fighting, it’ll take some help.
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Loving and fighting, accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
Long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Driving a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying, "Baby, let's go home"
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
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POV: You and your boyfriend were fighting over something but you were going to surprise him that you were pregnant and that he was going to be a father. But instead he did something that made your heart drop . He cheated on you Karina , when he fought with you he kept a motionless face and then Karina push you down the stairs , but none of them knew that you were pregnant. They waited for a few minutes because they thought that you were faking it. But 40 minutes passed you still hadn't woken up. But then when Karina went to the bathroom and she was washing her hands she saw a pregnancy test on the bathroom counter and said Babe can you come ,Your bf ran up the stairs and went to the bathroom and saw her holding the test and said is it mine babe . Karina said No,Babe it's not mine wait wait wait , no no no no no no no .Your Bf said is everything alright babe . Karina pushed your boyfriend lightly and she slowly went downstairs because she did not want to fall and she picked you up and she brought you to the hospital and said God please make her and the baby survive please. Karina went in to the hospital and then she screamed for the doctor and then the doctor and nurses went to her and they put you in to the emergency room and then in that room you were giving childbirth and you were crying as well and the girl nurse said come one more push and your done and the baby will be out okay.
After one more push the baby was out and the nurses said it's a girl
and you named her Kalissa
Karina heard the baby crying from outside of the room and was thrilled to hear that the baby survived .
The doctor went out of the room to tell Karina that the mom and baby survived
Karina knows that the baby and mom needs to stay at the hospital for one day
and she went home and your boyfriend was wondering where Karina went
your bf said Babe where were you
Karina :Babe i was at the hospital with your girlfriend and she's pregnant with your baby
pt 2 is coming
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Pt 3
The next day when Y/n was at Karina's house she got a call from her ex boyfriend who was missing her a lot and saying that it was a mistake and he wants her back . But y/n was not buying any of it ,she decided to go call Karina .
Y/n: Karina come , my ex boyfriend called me i don't know what to say
Karina: *takes the phone carefully from y/n's hand, she went outside because y/n's baby was sleeping.
Karina: bryson she doesn't want you back and she scared that you are going to come back and take her baby and her.
Bryson: I am really sorry Karina ,I regret cheating on her , i want her back.
Meanwhile in the kitchen
Her brother and her mom heard Bryson say that he cheated on y/n
But what bryson didn't know that y/n was from a dangerous mafia family . The family was karina's family.
Years later
Y/n and her husband and childern were at the mall giving their kids whatever they wanted . Kyrie,Julie,Kaylie only wanted candy expect for their elder siblings KJ , Winter .
Y/n called the bodyguards to watch their children and make sure they were safe.
On the other hand
Bryson went to go the mall because that was Y/n's favorite place
Bryson looks at Y/n and how she so pretty but he was fuming with anger when she was with a boy . Bryson: y/n who's that boy next to you
KJ: Girls look it's mom's old ex that cheated on her .
Y/n: *chuckles oh you mean my husband
Bryson : h-h-husband but i still love you still
PT 4 is coming
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PT 2 : After those words left Karina's mouth your boyfriend looked at her with guilty eyes and said S-s-she's pregnant with my b-b-baby . Karina said yes but there is something i want to tell you. I am friends with your girlfriend and what you did will change your life forever. I can't believe you cheated I am sorry but it's time we break up. At the hospital You were sleeping and the baby was on your lap ,One of your nurse named Rose who came to your room but she quietly came into the room because you were sleeping. She waited for you to wake up and After a few minutes you woke up ,She said "Hey y/n Me and the doctor checked if your ready to go home and your ready to go home in a few minutes. She left and you picked up your phone and called Karina
On the call
Karina:Hey y/n what's up
how is you and the baby doing.
Y/n:hi Karina Me and the baby are just doing fine
and in a few minutes i get to go home.
Karina : That's great
do you want me to pick you up
Y/n: yes of course
Karina: okay i wi- * puts on speaker but you can hear your boyfriends sudden cries and saids that he regrets everything. Y/n I will be there in a few minutes okay.
Karina comes to go pick you up and when the nurse slowly put you in the car and buckled you up and gave you your baby .She said :Y/n take care . You smiled sweetly not knowing what is happening at home. You both got home and you saw your boyfriend on the ground crying and said God please let my Y/n and my baby be okay .
Y/n: Babe what are you doing
Your bf: Thank god princess you are alright
Karina: Who are you calling princess your the one who cheated on her bryson.
Bryson :Y/n please forgive me please
y/n: No and karina i have something to tell you
karina :Yes
Y/n: But first Bryson , we are over also Karina i wanna go live with you.
At karina's house
her mom saw you with a baby and said Oh Hi y/n how you and your boyfriend doing
Karina :*notices your tears and said mom she just broke up with her boyfriend
Her mom :Oh well she can come live with us
Pt3 is coming
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@scetrix1175
2 years ago
I would say the biggest pain is ignoring how you truly feel.I think that is pain simply eating at you.But there best way to do that is deflecting that pain by noticing it and changing the perspective.Keep going sometimes sad songs can help us or destroy us just know you are worth it 😉
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