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(and my pronouns are xe/xem, he/him, and they/them^^).
timestamps:
0:00 - number - temporex
2:02 - swing lynn - harmless
7:16 - this is home - cavetown
10:59 - summer depression - girl in red
13:31 - bad idea! - girl in red
17:08 - winter solstice - phoenix
21:01 - 4 morant - doja cat
23:52 - juilet - cavetown
Views : 201,432
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Dec 4, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.923 (251/12,712 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-05T21:29:09.770439Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
On my period so I’m experiencing ALOT of gender dysphoria right now (I’m non-binary they/them) and Honestly this helps lol, knowing I’m not alone I’m this experience
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Dysphoria feels like being uncomfortable taking a shower, or just feeling like you are trapped in a skin that is not yours. It feels like you are trapped in your own mind and can’t snap back into reality, it isn’t a fun or a fantastic feeling. Which makes it almost impossible to overcome.. dysphoria makes you feel empty, it makes you feel like you are being controlled and manipulated by a puppeteer. It is like staying up on a school night trying to make the tears come out but you just can’t seem to cry. It makes things even worse when you don’t have a supportive family. It makes you feel like you just want to die.
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I wish I were a girl so bad
I want to dye my hair and get earrings and get cool girl clothing
I wanna be myself
I wish I didn't have dysphoria
but my parents are so transphobic I don't know what to do; they don't let me do anything. I haven't come out to them yet and I'm so scared to because I know they'll stop loving me and I think they'll restrict me even more.
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I'm glad I can just be online cos hearing all y'all's experiences and listening to stuff like this helps a lot. I admire y'all for making it through <33
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uh- you are making some of the most relatable playlists ever-
i mean on Friday i was getting my hair done and my mum was like "why couldnt you have been born a boy? your hair wouldve been so much easier to do" and im just standing there like "you WANTED me to be a boy?- then why dont you like the fact i want my name changed? or i want to be a boy myself? huh?" of course not out loud but as soon as i got to school i told my friend and she agreed with me-
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It's so hard being gay in Brazil, i can't talk with people about it, i would proably get kicked out of my family and lose all my friends, keep fighting for your rights, i know it's hard to keep hiding yourself, but it's the only way to keep your mind and body safe until financial independence!! Hope the best for every LGBTQIA+ in comments❤
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When I was younger I was classified as a "tomboy" by my friends and family. Now that I'm older I realise it has never been that I was a "tomboy" it's the fact that I never felt comfortable in the female body specifically so that's now why I go by all pronouns(he/she/they but mainly they/them).
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love the playlist dude. in all honesty, gender dysphoria is kinda uncomfortable when it goes for me. it was all better when i found myself trans. thanks for the playlist dude <3
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I’m trans/nonbinary (He/They) and this really helps my gender dysphoria at school, especially when almost nobody respects what I want to be, they just see me for what I look like, a girl with short hair
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I wish that my mom understood.
I wish people saw my body how I want them to.
I wish everyone including my family would call me Toby instead of Momo...
I wish people would ask me my pronouns everyday so that I'm comfortable.
I wish that I could dress how I want without people calling me names.
I wish people didn't joke about dysphoria.
I wish I could get a binder.
I wish that I could wear makeup and suit without people saying "You cant be both".
I wish I could dress casual without people saying "You cant be nothing you have to have a gender"
I wish people would just understand....That im Bisexual and Gender fluid and My pronouns are He/She/They!!! AND IM FUCKING PROUD TO BE!!!!!!
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I just wanna tell everyone here that even if you don't look cis, your valid. Your looks don't invalidate you in any way.
Im so proud of all of you.
Thanks for just being yourself <3
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I don't really know what I am at this point. I don't like being labelled or under a specific term. I like being known as being under the non-binary umbrella, and I like They/Them pronouns. But sometimes I feel like being called a girl and using She/Her and He/Him doesn't sound bad either, now that I think about it. It's difficult because I don't know what gender I really am. My family supports me, as I have already come out as bisexual to them, and I have a girlfriend. But when it comes to gender identity and what to be referred as it's a different decision. My girlfriend said I might be gender fluid but that doesn't sit right with me still. I'm just confused but for now I will probably use just any pronouns and be under the non-binary umbrella. Anyway I love this playlist thank you for making it!! <3
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I just came into terms that I am actually transmasc after burying my feelings for so long, thanks to my mother who made a transphobic comment about a trans celebrity and made me feel wrong for wanting to be the real me. Even just remembering that moment, I can feel my body shifting and moving as if there's something protruding from inside my skin.
I don't get gender dysphoria often since I don't really care about the fact I'm biologically female and I feel comfortable with both of my masculinity. But when it hits, it hits hard. I still feel wrong with hearing my dead name leave people's mouths.
I'm close to finishing high school (junior at least, there's still senior high which is, unfortunately, not optional) and I have a auntie who's also trans and is willing to take me under her wing in exchange for good grades. The asian stereotype somehow had sewn its way into my family too :']
Hopefully I'll be able to legally change my name and if financially possible, get top surgery. As much as I think they're cool, I'd prefer getting rid of weight off my chest.
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I'm actually having a hard time with gender dysphoria rn, I was tired of no one seeing me as a guy so I just thought "well maybe if I just go back to she/her people will respect me and not harass me" but it just caused more rumors to spread and it just hurts and I'm afraid to go back to school after Christmas break bc of all the rumors, but this playlist rlly helps thank you <333
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I love this playlist mostly cause I’m going though some gender dysphoria myself
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I hate dysphoria but all this music made me comfortable tyy<33
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i'm in a new friend group right now and i haven't come out to them (genderqueer it/any). The second language we speak in has gendered verbs and my new friends often correct me when i refer to myself in male verbs. It makes me feel uncomfortable to say the least, i wish i could tell them asap but with the new homophobic law i'm afraid i'd get reported ;(
thank you sm for this playlist, they help me to cope a lot 😭🫶
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I love Cavetown and Girl in Red so much TwT
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I'm having what I call a "soft day" because of this playlist. Its essentially where I feel an ungodly amount of gender euphoria, and I feel all soft and warm and fuzzy
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Me peacfully playing online games and suddetly becoming friends with someone
Someone: So what gender you are?
Me: Uhh..
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@sleepykarl
1 year ago
timestamps: 0:00 - number - temporex 2:02 - swing lynn - harmless 7:16 - this is home - cavetown 10:59 - summer depression - girl in red 13:31 - bad idea! - girl in red 17:08 - winter solstice - phoenix 21:01 - 4 morant - doja cat 23:52 - juilet - cavetown
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