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Credits:
Director: Joelle Grace Taylor
Producer: Trace Taylor
Video Commissioner: Targa Sahyoun
Lyrics:
Fuck the apologies
Done being sorry for wanting the things that I want
I broke my back carrying baggage for strangers who only ever did me wrong
Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing?
I look good on my knees
Sucks you’re never gonna get me back again.
When I got healthy, did that make you hate me?
And now, I’m never losing sleep I’m over it.
This is how I learn to say no
Take your pretty words and go choke
People talk shit say they’re gonna get better
I held my breath I can’t hold it forever
This is how I learn to say no
All of the butterflies turned into vicious lies
I’d rather be on my own
Tired of people being sad
Told my mom to leave my dad
Sometimes you just gotta go
Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing?
I look good on my knees
Sucks you’re never gonna get me back again
When I got healthy, did that make you hate me?
And now, I’m never losing sleep I’m over it.
This is how I learn to say no
Take your pretty words and go choke
People talk shit say they’re gonna get better
I held my breath I can’t hold it forever
This is how I learn to say no
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Music video by EMELINE performing this is how i learn to say no. © 2021 EMELINE
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Views : 945,584
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 23, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.926 (476/25,404 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T10:42:19.563714Z
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YouTube Comments - 425 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
I love this so so much, as a survivor of SA at the hands of previous boyfriend's and even someone I used to think was my best friend. NO is such a hard word for me, but im done letting my body become a stranger to me. Thank you for this song, it was needed. 😢💕
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I hope she gets the attention she deserves❤️❤️❤️
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Since everyone is sharing their connection to this song, I thought I would too.
I recently finally left an abusive relationship with an alcoholic. He always says he’s going to get better for me and then falls back into it again and again. I finally after 3 years put my foot down. It’s been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, because I loved him. But I couldn’t tolerate the way he treated me anymore. Finally, all of his im sorry’s, all of his “pretty words” aren’t enough. Because I couldn’t keep holding my breath waiting for him to care about me enough to prioritize me and also his own health and our future. It hurts like hell. Whenever I consider returning his texts and calls, I listen to this song.
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Pretty, talented, great writer and has something genuine to say. Its scary opening up to the world, but wow, this is the way to do it. Looking forward to more!
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"When I got healthy, did that make you hate me." 😭😳💯
The moments when an artist manages to express something you have never known how to cohesively form words for, especially when it makes you feel guilty to try. But one song as a whole, & then emphasis on a specific line...
music is magic...how it can validate something enough to give you the strength you knew you had but forgot about.
Full body chills. Thanks Youtube,your algorithm did something right for once lol.
Excited to check out her other songs. Instant fan.💞💫
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Once again Emeline has managed to create an unbelievably powerful song that can, and I’m positive will, be an anthem for all of us who have found ourselves without our voices, feeling trapped in whatever hellscape we are in. I love that she can give such raw emotion, and hope, for us in just a few minutes. This is one I’ll have in my playlist on regular rotation for those tough days! Thank you Emeline!
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Sis, you are creating art and making a significant change in the industry. Thank you for being our voice
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underrated <33
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i hate how underrated this is, deserves so much more attention
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She's good..the lyrics hit right home ❤️
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“When I got healthy, did that make you hate me???” giiiiiiirl that’s a whole sermon!
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she deserves a lot of recognition 👏❤️
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I bought this song on itunes as soon as it became available, I blast it so loud im pretty sure my speakers are gonna blow 😂 fuck the apologies! Finally a song that my soul can scream!
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This song is sick and it send a good message out there to say no. love how you are using the platform
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Thank you, Emeline. Your song speaks volumes to me.
Recently escaped from a toxic relationship where I gave my everything in every aspect and got done horribly dirty in return.
I'm on my way to healing now. ♥
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Underrated 😍😍😍
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Her voice is so good!!! She deserves more attentions and fame!!!
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Been waiting for an amazing artist to sing loud to! Love this song and can’t wait for more of your music!
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She keep spittin' fact.
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@kathleennees6644
1 year ago
"When I got healthy, did that make you hate me..."-- I'm a recovering addict. This hits home..the whole damn song actually. When I chose to get clean, I lost everybody (my choice of course). The people I used to hang out with all of a sudden started saying that I thought I was better than them. Nooo, I just choose life rather than die from another overdose (suffered a overdose in 2021..had a heart attack at 34 years old, they lost me twice, once on the way to the er and again when we got there). They told my mom that chances of me pulling through were slim to none and if I did make it, I was most likely going to have life long brain damage. Welp, I pulled through and no signs of brain damage. That day I chose enough was enough. On July 26th 2022, I will be celebrating my 1 year of sobriety. I never went to a detox, rehab, and never once relapsed. Did it all on my own and I'm still kickin. I finally learned to say no. No more. This song is my sobriety anthem! ❤️
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