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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 6, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.972 (142/19,956 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-02T03:36:17.832295Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i wasnt good enough, 24 hours really can change your life
im sorry i wasnt enough, im sorry im too emotional, im sorry i cry too much, im sorry im too sad for you, im sorry that im annoying, im sorry that im not what you want, im sorry im stuck between letting you go and wanting you back, im sorry i want to go back to when it was all perfect when you still loved me and it came as easily as breathing, im sorry i couldnt make you choose me, im sorry that youll never hear this, im sorry i was bad at loving you, im sorry that i am me.
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He and I had a connection like no other. We had a notebook that we shared which was filled with poetry that we wrote for each other, it was our way of communicating. We shared songs as another way of communication. We shared our first kiss with each other. We shared interests and indulged in all activities/games with one another. We shared many inside jokes that many would never understand. We shared the similarities of our difficult upbringings and shared tears. We sang songs to each other even if we could be a little off-tune. We embraced our flaws and loved one another unconditionally.
But we were kids... We became stubborn and immature to trivial matters, which lead to a lack of communication. We slowly stopped writing poetry, sharing songs, singing to each other, playing video games, etc. After 2 years, I didn't know that would've been our last time together back in 2018. I miss you...
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The last thing my best friend said to me 9 years ago was:
“I’ll see you again eventually.”
I didn’t really think anything of it, we always bid each other goodbye before heading separate ways for the day after school. Next day I was told he killed himself in his basement and I’ll never forget the scream I let out as a 12 year old child. Worst thing I’ve ever been told and I felt a lot of guilt. For many, MANY years, and sometimes if I’m being honest with you all, I still do feel some guilt. He was my best friend since 5 and we were like platonic soulmates. He would be turning 23 in May and I only hope he found peace and is happy in the great beyond, and I hope he is the first one waiting for me if I ever see him there.
Michael
05/17/01 — 06/13/14.
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@sharondsouza9793
1 month ago
"But why should I be sad? I lost someone who didn't love me but they lost someone who loved them"
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