@Sundayluv

8 months ago

share your story!!!!!. i asked him out and he said we should just be friends but he still liked me a lot. I screwed everything up and i didn't know i did until weeks later. it was a really complicated thing because he didn't have a phone so the communication wasn't there thats why he said we should just be friends. He's so amazing. hes dark skin. plays football. runs track. plays basketball. 6 ft. muscles. abs. most handsome smile. softest-looking lips.the way he holds me is so comfortable it's like we're made for each other. the way he looks at me. the way he comforts me when im sad. the way he looks concerned when I tell him I didn't eat. the way he can pick me up and hold me up in mid-air while i wiggle trying to get out of his grip. i feel so safe with him. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt him. his heart is so kind. he was raised well. everyday when i would see him he'd walk in class and come sit right next to me in the same spot and wouldn't move even if the teacher told him to. if i was upset and wouldnt talk and my head was down he would go under the desk and look at me funny to get me to smile. it would usually work but if it didnt he would just sit in the chair and say "im sorry love" and rub my back and fill in my notes for class for me. hes so perfect i want to kiss him every second and he doesnt even know i still have feelings for him. i havent talked to him since the last day of school when he put his hand on my leg looked me in the eyes and gave me the softest smile as if he knew i was so sorry about what i did. i feel terrible. i wish i knew what i was doing when i did it. i want him to know. im gonna get his number soon. advice please?idk what to say. lmk if yall wanna know what i did. <3

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