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I met this girl living in China while I'm from the US, we both fell deeply in love with her with the short amount of time we had together. We talked about what we wanted to do in life, our futures and our goals but we knew that we wouldn't be able to see each other because of distance. Our love language is physical touch, and we both understood a future together will only bring us both pain and sadness. So in the end, we both went our separate paths. In our last phone call, she mentioned that she loved me, so we both gave each other nicknames (I called her "mango" to match her name and she called me 12 for the 12 strokes of "friend, lover, family" in Chinese) and even though she gave me a unique nickname, I fell in love with it. It was bittersweet, I didn't feel sad nor happy, I just felt so human. If only we had more time together, she's the one that got away. In my next life, I really do hope I can meet her sooner and get to live the life we both talked about. I'll love her 5, to 10 to 20,000 years from now.
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The truth is that I wasn't even searching when I found him. He feels different and I want to get to know him but I can't because I have more important things going on that I need to invest my time on to shape my life. So that is it. I have to let him go. But even the thought is soul wrenching.
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2017-2024, I still love the same person. The definition of us meeting at the wrong time. I knew him when I was in college and he was working. We separated because of circumstances. Yeah... even though a long time has passed, our feelings are still there.
How come I know? The last time we communicated again was in 2022 and he said his love was over for me. I decided to leave because he was married and I didn't want to be a destroyer of other people's homes.
It really hurts. π
From him, I learned what love, respect and what it feels like to be truly loved. It's okay, maybe this isn't our way. Maybe God brought us together as friends, not partners. β€
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Letter of Hwang Hee Tae to Myunghee on 2021, followed by Myungheeβs unread letter on 1980
"As always, May has come. This year is the 41st May since I lost you, Myunghee. All this time, my life felt like swimming during a rising tide. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move forward, and I even tried to let myself drown. But when I woke up, that tide had pushed me back to that May inside my heart. It felt so cruel that I lived in resentment. For a very long time, I lived in regret and thought about what could've been. If I hadn't gone to Gwangju in May of that year, if I hadn't met you in Gwangju, if I hadn't let go of your hands in those woods, would you still be alive?
But on this 41st May when you've finally returned, I now realize that I was the one who chose to do all of that. In May of that year, I chose to go to Gwangju and chose to love you with all of my heart. I prayed everyday that worse pains in life would come to me and not to you. If I had been the one to die in the crossroads of life and death, and you had lived, you would've experienced the tides that I had experienced all this time. The life of the one who was left behind.
Hence, I've finally realized that what I experienced all this time was the Lord's way of answering my prayer. Those lonely and painful 41 years were merely my love for you.
The remaining years of my life will be an answer to your prayer. No matter how many more times the rising tide pushes me back to that May, I have you here now.
Until we meet again, I will swim against the tide with all my might.
- Hwang Hee Tae (2021)
"Lord, if something unexpected happens and we have to let go of each other's hands, please don't let the sorrow overwhelm the lives of those left behind. Even if the tears we shed fill up to our chins, please don't let us drown and give us the power and courage to swim safely throughout this life."
- Kim Myunghee (1980)
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When the both of you realize that the end is inevitable, it fucking hurts, but you can't be mad about it because you both know it's for the best. It will destroy you for 6 months, but then you see her again and she's smiling brighter than ever, and you realize, maybe it was worth it after all. Now you're on your way to healing yourself and this time it finally feels right, it feels like it's working and the relief stays longer and doesn't feel temporary like it did 3 months ago. I truly hope the feeling lasts this time.
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i wanted to go back to him, he's my only home, i don't want anything or anyone else.
i missed him more than i could ever imagine. he's not js my bf, he's also my bestfriend. the one who stayed with me at my lowest, the one who knew everything about me, the one who held me when i cried for hours, and the one who fixed the heart he didn't break.
he's not the same guy as he used to be, i know. But damn i missed the old him, idc if he doesn't love me anymore, i only want him and not anyone else.
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I feel like I've never been lucky when it comes to love, there are always problems whether it's the situation or the person I love, now it's April 20, 2024 when I listen to this song and it's almost 11 pm while doing my macroeconomics assignments , I hope that this year I will meet someone who can truly accept me for who I am and love me as sincerely as he loves himself and his family. and someone I meet will be with me forever and one for eternity :>
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Previous year, I met the most nice and calm and the perfect boy in this universe.
I loved him over a year as one sided.
Finally this year, I told it to him and he kindly said that he hasn't any capacity to care about another person in this era and he apologized a lot.
So he was the right person and it was the wrong time - so the destiny made us apart for ever
It was the saddest feeling ever
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I really like this boy....and he likes me as well. He wants us to be together...but there are soo many things which are stopping me from getting into a relationship with him. I don't know what to do....he is just the right person....he is the man of my dreams...just the type that I want...but still, we can't be together. Or maybe, we can be together but there are a lot of things that I need to focus on. I don't know what to do. Things are soo complicated for me rn. I wish I could just disappear from this world.
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@Sirtalksalott
1 month ago
Right person, wrong me.
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