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Dan Howell was hiding this massive secret
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1,503,246 Views • Jan 17, 2023 • Click to toggle off description
I spent a day with Dan Howell to learn the truth about coming out and taking a break from YouTube. Sponsors ▸This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp — go to betterhelp.com/padilla to get 10% off your first month. ▸ Go to rocketmoney.com/padilla to cancel your unnecessary subscriptions now.

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0:00 INTRODUCTION
3:21 BULLIED AS A CHILD
7:50 ON YOUTUBE FOR 13 YEARS
10:11 “BASICALLY I’M GAY”
14:44 REFLECTING ON EMOTIONS
17:20 STRAIGHT FOR 28 YEARS
19:45 SPONSOR MESSAGE
21:59 COMPARING NUMBERS TO SELF-WORTH
23:46 PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIPS
24:52 WHAT’S NEXT FOR DAN HOWELL?
26:59 WE ARE ALL DOOMED
31:27
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@AnthonyPadilla

1 year ago

come back next week for I spent a day with MATPAT UNCENSORED ON SPOTIFY ▸ open.spotify.com/show/5aOLuPenneHbhLh05fmkeu

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@danielhowell

1 year ago

i watched this whole thing and i don't even know who is who

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@mollyisaverage

1 year ago

dan fighting for his life when anthony called him out for being on his gay crush tier list is so funny

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@lauralissau2207

1 year ago

I love how with every other guest Anthony is just so kind and understanding and then Dan comes on and it's like "shut the fuck up" instead😂

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@an_omniscient_nobody

1 year ago

The 2020s teenagers will never understand how much of a growth period the 2010s were for everyone. It’s so crazy seeing Dan’s audience (including myself) say that they’re turning/have turned 20+. It felt like just yesterday I was 14 watching Dan and Phil— time is flyingggg

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@tilertyler6915

1 year ago

dan talking about not wanting to be perceived but also craving attention literally sums up the introvert experience

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@xim287

1 year ago

This isn't even an interview, it's just two friends hanging out 😭 I love it

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@MusicWhovian56123

1 year ago

Hearing that Dan wrote 'We're all Doomed' to save his own life makes the show all that more meaningful.

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@seolway1709

1 year ago

this doesn’t even feels like an interview, it gives me old friend’s conversation vibe… and it is brilliant bc they ARE old friends. never thought about dan on this show, but loved every second of it! these two helped me so much with my mental health for past ten tears and i am truly happy to see them so open and honest about themselves. wish dan and anthony the best, can’t wait to see them even happier and healthier :,)

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@spirallingandpoetry

1 year ago

anthony's videos usually have a air of professionalism, and not to say he's not being professional here, but at a certain point this video feels a lot more like two old friends just chatting rather than the typical interview. it's very fun :)

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@crabtoes2210

1 year ago

I feel like this is a perfect way to actually be an LGBTQ+ ally. Listening and bouncing off of what we actually say. Rather than just screaming “I love gay” “gay people are cool.” It’s so refreshing to see a straight creator actually act in a genuinely respectful way

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@jordanhunterat

1 year ago

I was at Dan's show in Melbourne, and at the end everyone was shouting "you saved me" and I hope he takes with him the fact that he has made so many peoples lives so much better

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@livelaughForte

1 year ago

Every single time I think "they're nothing alike," they laugh manically in the same exact way

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@penina8438

1 year ago

Anthony is like the older brother Dan always needed. I’m glad they’ve managed to have a such a long and genuine friendship

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@aurora_tw1g

1 year ago

Dan came to this interview READY TO TALK. Bro just keeps going and honestly it makes me so happy to see him talk about this so much now :D

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@jaymievl

5 months ago

I hope Dan realises that, whilst he was scared of talking about depression and losing followers, he (w Phil) was literally the reason why some of us are still here now. I literally got so down and would spiral during nights and the only way to catch my breath and settle down was watching Phan for one vid at the time. Every time.

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@namelesstimelord1008

1 year ago

Hearing Dan say that he sort of tries to be a person he would've needed as a teen made me tear up a bit, because for me he literally was that person. His videos gave me comfort and safety as a 15 year old. I remember feeling that maybe I don't need to have it all figured out and maybe everything will work out after all. Dan managed word out some of the thoughts and fears I couldn't, while still being funny and making me feel seen through a screen. Also the fact that I learned English through both Dan and Anthony is still blows my mind! Thank you for being what I needed as a lost young scared human.

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@milkteamachine

1 year ago

I started watching Dan in 2011 and the fandom was absolutely feral. I'm honestly surprised that him and Phil still live together because I can't imagine how uncomfortable of a situation that was to barely be able to interact in public without it ending up in a "phan proof" compilation.

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@mldag1678

1 year ago

Loved when Dan acknowledged that they were NOT qualified for that conversation lmao - more people should be like that honestly

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@fadfadet584

1 year ago

"The idea of commiting to anything long enough for it to be on my body forever terrifies me, and that sounds like a therapy thing." NOT DAN CALLING ME OUT LIKE THAT

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