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// made this little lyric video for Trying My Best by Anson Seabra. (& added some rain)
He re-released the song recently and it's trending everywhere. make sure to check it out. fanlink.to/AnsonTMB/
Made the artwork & some small animations for it...
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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 13, 2020 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Iāve finally made a break through in my depression tonight. When I say it gets better, trust me.
2 years of mental torture and I finally see happiness again.
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Ansonās lyrics really touch my soul
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How can you come with a sadder version of a very sad song just like that?? š„ŗ
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hello to everyone who doesn't sleep
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My depression got worse these past few days and I can't count how many times I cried already this week. This song makes me calm down š
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Iām trying my best to be okay but every day, every single day itās so hard to act like itās ok because I just want to pour everything out and cry about it and let it all go
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I laughed during this song... it's because I feel like people are watching me and I'm so used to acting ok in front of others... I laugh to hold back my sadness from showing that I would force a smile of a laugh...
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I know you think I got it all figured out 'cus
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
but I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart
If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop
'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
but I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart
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There's 3 smiles in a person:
ā¢pain
ā¢happy
ā¢fake
There is 3 of the worst lies..
3. "I'm good"
2. "I'm ok"
1. " I'm fine "
I say then all...
If u do the same... Just know that- ur not alone and life is SO hard...
When I'm sad...I cry...but when I cry.... I feel happier...because I feel sadder- sorry if that don't make sense...
Ya'know -
When I feel down- and think how easy it would be to kill myself- I search up Disney quotes... Here are my favorites...
"When the world turns its back on you, you turn your back on the world!"
"when life brings you down you know what chu gotta do... just keep swimming"
Thanks for spending your time reading this šā¤ļø
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I love Anson Seabra, he has a very beautiful voice š¤
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I like both āLose a Friendā and this song. What do you think? Like for āLose a friendā comment for dis.
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This makes me so sad it brings back all the great memories of the times I had before I lost my mom and boy bestfriend
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'Let it out so I unburden my soul'
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this is just art, i love how aesthetic the lyrics are >
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I feel happy trying to listen between the words, it's very calming and relaxing. Thank you šØ
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uh so can i maybe just talk please-
i wish there was someone who i could count on to always tell the truth, tell me if i actually do look bad atm or if i have a shot with whoever. but all my friends (who i love, by the way) aren't that type. i wish someone i knew was, but didn't say it in a harsh way (becauseI'dEndUpOverthinkingIt-).
i wish i didn't have trust issues and wish i didn't trust so easily either. it's so confusingg.
i wish i had someone who i could be myself with, even though i have no idea who i am, i just know this isn't the real me.
i wish i had a lover, and i wish that i wasn't... idk, different??
but yeah. thanks.
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what a coincidence, ive been feeling like a piece of failure just now.
okay, i dont want to be that person again but wanna let it out maybe?
school and well people. school? well im failing miserably, the teachers there arent helping either. theres the top student, already got her future planned. basic thing, every kid have dreams on who they want to be when they grow up. but im here i dont even know who to be or what to be when i grow up. thinking about moving out, and paying my own bills already scare me, even when i was just a toddler i never wanted to grow up. people? i always feel like im the problem and i cant hold up conversations and keep the person interested. fights, and drama and stuff always had been in the way for me, i dont know or even want to have a close relationship with someone. but im trying my best to make up decisions for myself, guess ive been too dependent.
ill delete this maybe later
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This is very true
It is hard trying to be ok when your not everyday
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Damn this relatable af,
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@a_paradise_bird
4 years ago
know this feeling too well of trying my everything and still failing miserably :/
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