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My dearest Historia,
Reiner is standing to my side. He is catching glimpses as I write this letter of my love for you. What a creep, he is never getting a girlfriend. But he did promise me that he would deliver this letter to you. He says he wants to repay me for saving them that day.
Iām sorry for what happened then. I never imagined I would choose them over you. Iāll be dead not long after these words. But I donāt regret anything.
I didnāt have a name. I didnāt know who my parents were, or where they were from. My earliest memory is of being one beggar among many. But one day, a man showed up and gave me a name.
Ever since then, people called me Ymir.
You may not think itās much of an unusual name, but all I had to do was take it, and then I was given a fine bed and fed meals. That wasnāt all. Those adults who, until then, acted like I was invisible all got on their knees and revered me. As for the man who named me, he began ti dress more and more extravagantly, and as he did, he grew happier.
I felt good, too. All I had to do to make everyone delighted and happy was play the role that I had been given. Thatās what I believed. And thatās why I kept playing the part of Ymir.
People had started to call me devil before I knew it; but I still kept playing the part of Ymir.
The man who had given me a name claimed that I had ātricked him.ā
Still, I kept playing the part of Ymir.
I thought if thatās what would save them, it would be fine. Butā¦
There are some people in this world who have rocks thrown at them for nothing more than existing. As their symbol, I was stoned from head to toe.
It seems that in this world, it doesnāt mean anything in particular that a simple chunk of flesh can scream and flail.
No.
It doesnāt mean a thing.
Thatās why I think the world is so incredible.
I opened my eyes again, and spread before me was freedom.
From there, I began to walk and I lived the way I wanted. I have no regrets.
Or so Iād like to say. But to be honest, I do have one.
You and I still arenāt married.
āYmir
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There's this girl who I considered my best friend, she was the friend I could ever ask for. She's kind, caring, selfless, talented, smart, you name it. I may sound exaggerating but it's what I saw to her, we laughed, we gossip, we cried together, we were there at each others lowest and vulnerable points in life, we understood each other like no other and for the first time in my life, I felt alive because ever since childhood, I never have those 'best friend' that I could grew up with and I learned too quickly that people will eventually come and go, very few would stay so I gave up on the thought that I would ever find myself that I can consider my best friend so I learned how to cope my loneliness. I made friends but I was just 'there' nothing more.
Ever since she came to my life, everything changed, she made me happy, she cared for me, she made me feel those 'best friend since elementary' trope. I feel like my inner child was happy with her and I'm very grateful to have her as my friend, my bestest friend, we were friends for 2 years but ever since she met new people I feel like she slowly departed away from me, we talked less and less, I am happy for her that she made lots of friends but everytime I tried to talk to her, it was like she looks at me like I'm a stranger, an acquaintance. Little did I know that she replaced me with someone else.
People will eventually come and go but another lesson was learned, 'never expect friendships will last forever' that's what I thought to myself that night and after that we never spoke to each other again, that feeling of loneliness came back to me. I never knew I was that happy with her, I considered her as my best friend but I think she never considered me as her best friend, maybe a friend to her but never the best one.
School will end soon, I just hope you make more friends, friends that will care for you like I did for you. Thank you for being part of my life even with a little of time.
(Edited) Also, this song reminds me of her the part where "Oh, what am I supposed to do without you?" hits me the hardest.
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3 years ago
Me goes to therapist: hello. Therapist: Nice. To. Meet. You. Me: banana fish flashbacks and cries to this song
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