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231,575 Views • Jun 18, 2018 • Click to toggle off description
I've been feeling super dysphoric lately and can't really get a hold of it because I'm uncomfortable in both my female and male presentations, so I made a thing to help me work through it a bit.
Song is Dysphoria by Cavetown, who is an incredible musician and singer and such a role model for me!
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Views : 231,575
Genre: Film & Animation
Date of upload: Jun 18, 2018 ^^


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Top Comments of this video!! :3

@Linasrecovery

3 years ago

I have not gone through the pain and struggles you angels have gone through but that does not mean I don’t care No matter non binary , gender fluid , transgender etc You matter 💜

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@anubisgodofdeath420

3 years ago

I am a transgender man who went through one hell of a coming out and still am. This song and video really resonated with me

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@kristyanne719

3 years ago

Hi, I'm trans mtf and I can totally relate to how shitty it feels to know you are in the wrong body. I totally cried watching this. Hope everything works out for you. <3

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@delaneydenton2935

5 years ago

Wow this is beautiful! Your art style is dope!

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@weneden3823

5 years ago

Yo where are all your views dude? Your subs? What’s going on??

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@inkycrayon5495

3 years ago

I love this,, I'm nonbinary and honestly sometimes I feel like it's not valid and it really hurts?? I understand dysphoria and what you're going through and it's rlly shitty omg you captured it so beautifully with your art I literally love this to bits

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@jermfanaccount

3 years ago

i'm a ftm trans guy and i can relate a LOT to the intense feelings of dysphoria with being born in the wrong body. it's tough sometimes when you just really wanna be what you wanted to be born as but you just can't. edit: fuck i just realised i accidentally typed mtf instead of ftm, just to clarify, i am a guy! this is extremely embarrassing--

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@Tialovestea

3 years ago

I never realised how much pain and sadness trans people had while coming out Disphoria probably sucks If u are a trans and reading this then remember, you are valid! Great job on your transition! If nobody accepts you, then l will You are loved ❤️

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@xionnation9932

3 years ago

It’s become super hard being alive with dysphoria and not being able to change myself. Thank you for making this, I feel a little better.

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@buiquang4153

3 years ago

AS A FTM THIS MAKES ME FEEL SAFE IN THE COMMENTS

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@radiostar4902

3 years ago

This made me nearly cry... I'm agender and dont want to have boobs and I told my mom I want to start bonding and she said "you need to get healthy before you do" Fact one: she is much bigger than I. Fact two: i am only slightly bigger than the average canadian Fact three: it does not matter if you are plus size when you bind, I put research into this. Fact four: my friend wanted to get me a binder for my birthday but is too shy to. (Shes the best) Fact five: the general dysphoria of life I felt is drowned out by the gender dysphoria eating away at me. Fact six: I said ok. I've been losing weight aswell as excersizing more. Fact seven: its winter. Everyone puts on a little pudge in winter (I am thicc in winter and perfect cuddle size in summer) Fact eight: ... Nobody is stopping me from being me.

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@iamhere7yearsago264

2 years ago

I remember when I asked for my first binder. I had been waiting for months to ask and eventually I caved in and broke out crying and when my mom asked me why, it slipped out. I didn't even mean to say it but as soon as I did my mom looked at me and said "you mean a chest binder? We can get measurements tomorrow and order one." I wasn't expecting her to be that easy on the topic. I knew she would be accepting (as she always was for me and my other 2 LGBT siblings) but I didn't expect it to be that easy. It's been years now but my dad still doesn't know. I've asked my mom and siblings to keep it a secret from him since he's against all that stuff (part of the reason my parents got a divorce in the first place)

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@andfriends11

3 years ago

There was a story I read where my favorite character was one named Ash. They described that somedays they'd feel like a guy and sometimes a girl and sometimes neither at all. That character had their faults and their concerns as well as being one of the most genuinely loving and caring individuals in almost any story I've read. The only thing that made me sad was that the story wasn't finished and likely won't be. They weren't the main character but they were my favorite. That story despite being unfinished is among my all time favorite stories for its incredible story telling, outstanding characterization, and its ability to make me care for the world it built. It has one of the best representations of being comfortable with how it handles sexuality and the way everyday life is affected in our society today. If your curious the story is called Caffeine Pourtress Brew.

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@gaysatan4565

3 years ago

I felt this shit. I’m not trans but I’ve been struggling with my gender rn. Like i want to be feminine sometimes but don’t feel like a girl, same with masculinity.

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@cheeselovingtheriznasaurus5730

4 years ago

In this phantom skin 💙 💖 💖 💙

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@green-gabledvelociraptor9123

5 years ago

Hope you feel better soon

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@_colorfliebitchy

3 years ago

I like not only the song, but this Animatic, just because I feel like both trans AMAB and AFAB can really resonate with what the character looks like or how they want to look. It really shows the idea of "either or" but with a preference, like it gives the watchers themselves a choice. On which side of the character they are.

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@spoookkyyy

3 years ago

Im truly am sorry for everyone who struggles from dysphoria, I know that I can't help but I can still support you! 😊🥰🏳️‍🌈

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@darkrose7774

3 years ago

This deserves way more credit than than its given. I think the internet is broken.

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@eve4570

3 years ago

That was dope. And it allowed me to remind me what dysphoria meant

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