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Genre: Education
Date of upload: Apr 6, 2020 ^^
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I got diagnosed when I was. 11. I'm 25 now. I've lived most of my life with major depressive disorder, it's so hard to grow up without motivation. There were numerous times in my life where I just wanted to not be here. I think it was a lack of motivation that actually saved my life a few times. Treatment is hard to come by and when you've had it for an extended period of time The effectiveness of certain treatments is diminished. It also doesn't help that I live in the US and that medical attention that I need is really expensive. It definitely creates a distance in between what I need to do and my fear of growing medical debt.
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Im in a state where I just dont want to interact with people. I cant physically and mentally live in the present. I feel so damn tired. It feels like Ive lost all my emotions from crying. What pains me the most is I thought Ive gone through it all. I thought I became stronger since Ive started self improvement but no it came back 10x freaking stronger. Hit me like a truck. Everything feels heavy. It started when a thing I looked forward to happening didnt happen. It suddenly felt like everything Ive been doing is not doing something. Thats when my past depression hit me. I thought I'm over it but then all my past regrets and the lost opportunities came to me all at once. My mistakes and every negative thing Ive dealt in the past conjoined which makes me feel like shit. I got up so many times back then but the unexpected thing happened which brought me down again. This time it's the worst.
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I’ve had depression for about 2 years. It started off light, like something that I could bare living with. Beginning of 2021 is when it started to become really severe. Every morning my parents would have to drag me out of bed or force me to eat. I finally went to a doctor and quite the sport that I hated. Even though those months I had this disorder was the fucking worst. I need to go through it. I needed something to get my ass up and get help. I am much better now and I no longer have thoughts of hurting myself. TALK TO SOMEONE if you are having these feelings. Im for sure happy I did. It really does get better. No matter how down deep u are.
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Been depressed for 18 years. Pills are dangerous. Wellbutrin XR gave me horrible costo attacks, Sertraline made me fall asleep constantly and Mirtazapine made me endlessly gain weight which was dangerous for my self image. Therapy can be good or bad. Some therapists have no waiting list and suck. The good ones have a long waiting list. Once your are deep in major depression, you mentally want to try something like walks, something homeopathic, do volunteering BUT YOU CAN'T. You tried most things already. Relationships sucked. Travel sucks. Hobbies suck. People suck. Work sucks. The world sucks. Everything is bullshit and corrupted. Makes you feel paralized. What is the freaking point.
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20 years of depression have taught me that the pills don't work(or they work too well and dampen all your feelings) and the vast majority of therapists haven't got a clue. what ever your depressed about your supposed to be depressed about, people who disagree are wrong! if you've lost someone, if your bullied, if your stuck in a situation you can't handle or escape, if your stuck in a world run by idiots at the behest of oxygen thieves, if your every waking moment is a shit storm of horror then it's totally reasonable for you to be depressed. my advise... stop caring, apathy is your friend. If you don't care if you live or die, might as well live. If your going to live, might as well enjoy yourself ( And if you enjoy yourself too much your in the same boat you would have been before.) and if your pleasure upsets people around you, enjoy the schadenfreude :)
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i hope you all all okay mentally and health wise . i struggle with mdd , severe anxiety , insomnia , and other mental health problems . you are not alone . i believe in you that you will overcome this . Jesus loves you all and so do i . if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything i’m right here . i pray you all are safe and happy . repent for your sins and accept Jesus in your heart. God bless you all ❤️ !
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I’ve been in various treatments for my MDD since I was 14, and I’m 26 now… still holding on, but I don’t think anyone takes seriously or genuinely how debilitating all of this is. I have been let down by most medical practitioners who still seem to give off the impression that I’m doing this to myself, or that I just need to try harder to get better.
What I don’t think they understand is that it’s just torture, day in day out, and just because my pills make me feel numb, doesn’t make living with this any easier. I want to feel, but when I let myself feel, all im getting is sadness, guilt and pain. It’s just awful. Those small moments of happiness come from the moments life makes so few and far between - quality time with family, time to just exist and be content with who and where we are. I’d just like a break.
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My wife left me after a terrible accident. I was ALREADY diagnosed with major Depressive disorder. I then turned to the pain medicine I was getting after the accident to help the invisible wounds that her leaving me has caused. Don’t know how I’m alive. Tried to drink myself to death.
Been clean for 1 year and 8 months. But today I’m struggling with the idea of being alone for the rest of my life. I love my wife and our 2 beautiful boys. I want this nightmare to go away and just wake up to 2016 when everything was ok
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@renzoosuna6703
2 years ago
The hardest part is when you do not have a reason to be depressed but you still feel empty.
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