Views : 22,826
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 7, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.904 (8/326 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2023-10-27T05:13:27.3086Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I know I'm just a kid and i'm supposed to have a childhood, yet here I am, crying alone and sorrowful. I hate it here, I hate it everywhere outside, I just wanna ban myself from existence, But I'd miss my cat...but I just can't anymore its way too hard to live this way. I don't know what to do with myself. I can't continue just cutting and hurting myself that doesn't erase anything but it does give what I "Deserve" Do I deserve it? I don't know anymore. I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know. Why am I even here writing this? I dont know. "Why" I just want an answer. Someone please answer me, I can't just cry in a pool of my own tears forever, someone please hear me. I dont want to have these scary aggressive concerning thoughts anymore I hate being scary it makes me scared of myself. I hate being scared of the dark because my entire heart feels too dark to see in and I can't even see it beating. "I love you.." a word that I just wanna hear ringing in my ears truthfully and realistically, But when anyone says it to me it just doesn't click, I dont feel loved.
(Im so sorry this is so random, you dont have to read any of this I feel insane.)
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@Localsatanist-
10 months ago
Honestly this hits different when you’re alone.. and can’t cry at night because your eyes are dry from crying..
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