this is the first time im posting an original ahhh!! i hope you guys enjoy, maybe i'll post more in the future :)

so, the lyrics are supposed to represent a monologue between me and my own insecurities (as a person)...

LYRICS:
you see the worst in me
i guess you know me best
cause you grew up with me

and i see my own flaws
i’m not blind just because
i’d rather hide from what i cant control

chorus:
but i don’t want to get a nose job
i’m surrounded by photoshop
you say you’ll truly love me
when i’m not not truly me

i’m so tired of putting makeup on
cause it seems like it’s all i do
i wish i could be myself again
but i left her long ago with you

mmmm
mmmm
yea i left her long ago with-

fill me up with plastic like an ocean
under the knife
for a prettier life
oh the things i do just to survive
maybe i’m scared of being
someone that i'm not
maybe the problem isn’t yours but it’s mine
why can’t i just fall in line?
cause everyone else always looks their best
then why am i an absolute mess?
i’m so ugly i can’t help but be...

chorus

and i finally understand why you will never
call me pretty
you think you left a scar
but i know who you are
just insecurity

chorus (with lyric changes):
...
one day you’ll truly love me
when i’m naturally me
...
i wish i could be myself again
i wish i never even met you

also if you want to listen on soundcloud, the link is:
soundcloud.com/jennywnuo/nose-job

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also sana if you're reading this i love you!