@NSXTACY420

3 years ago

Jacob: Jacob was the only one Who ever taught me how to love And now i'm leaving for the north Without a kiss goodbye I know that he'll be okay And i know i'll get there someday But there's a hurting in my chest When he's not by my side, oh no Never been with one like him Feel him lean in for the kiss I open up my eyes real quick To make sure his are tight I guess i never thought of it As missing how he made me limp He's melting into my own lips I'd let him bleed me dry because I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna talk about it on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I can feel us separate The moment i step on the plane I hope he doesn't cry so hard His eyes are dry for days 'cause that's for me, the one who leaves I wanna be the only side that Has to feel the sorrow in my Stomach like a knife baby I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna catch up with him on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna talk about it on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss I know what it's like to be alone And i don't wanna catch up with him on the phone, no I just wanna see his face, touch his lips, be the only one he wants to kiss Memories: Memories Drowning in the deep end when your love recedes Everything you gave me, like a stone: it sinks I can feel you floating away Summer was The ending of a heat wave so we bathed in lust Just to keep form burning in the august rush When everybody's moving away Feelings swell Redder than my eyes when all the sorrow fell Dripping down my cheeks and i'm not doing well Missing you is eating me up Memories Sunday mornings sleeping in your company I could feel the sunlight washing over me Now i feel it washing away Waiting for cars: Tell me do you think about me When I'm lying on your heart Tell me do you dream about me when you sleep out underneath the stars 'Cause I don't want a hollow smile I want all that's on your face And I won't only want to love you I want something that I can't replace Yeah I want to know what's real What's been purified to heal my wounds Tell me is it you? Saw you on the street one summer evening you were empty as could be You were lying in the road just waiting for the cars to set you free You asked me if we could run away Someplace nobody would know But I don't wanna be your fool if you're not the one who's gonna take me home Yeah I want to know what's real What I'm so damn scared to feel Yeah I want to know what's real What's been purified to heal my wounds Tell me is it you? Tell me is it you? Tell me is it you? Hudson River/Swollen Bloody knuckles: Missed you from the Hudson River When the water whispered out your name Feel my swollen bloody knuckles Distance makes my feelings act the same There's an aching in my stomach Memories still turn me inside out I want more than chocolate daydreams Wanna taste your sweetness in my mouth I don't know why I feel blue Maybe I'm still into you I don't know why I'm so blue Maybe I'm not over you August 28, 2015: I woke up at three a.m Tears were laying in my bed Like you Used to So I drove for a half an hour To sleep outside of your friend's house In my car To be where you are I was there the night before Puking out of my car door And you gave Me a mix tape that you made Each song was a memory A day that you had spent with me I cried All night Nothing's ever hurt like this, I swear Broken bones and scraped up knees could not compare I'll never be next to you but I memorized the feel Nothing's ever hurt like this but at least it was real

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