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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 15, 2018 ^^
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I used to have an autistic friend who lived in Australia. His name was Lou. His life... Was a living hell for him. His parents didn't used to support him in any kind of way, but he had a little sister who used to love him, and his older brother... Lou didn't know, but he was his older brother adoration. His older brother told me many times how much he loved him. But Lou was feeling very overwhelmed with all the things happening in his life. I used to be his safe zone, his comfort, and his support, but he couldn't take it anymore with his school bullies (which I once made a letter for the principal of the school and Lou showed them) and his family. He turned into a beautiful star in October 1st, 2023, by his own hand. I felt an immense pain, a pain that I never felt before. His older brother got so bad, he never ate again, he used to stay awake the whole night crying, and the little girl of the family kept asking for Lou and where did he go. I'm still trying to recover from his death, but I can't. His brother ended up being anemic, and a little while after he recovered from anemia, diabetic. Lou's family is now changing, for the younger sister who's now diagnosed with OCD and Autism. And now, I was also diagnosed with autism. I wish that Lou is safe and better now. Lou, my sweet boy, this is for you, I know you can't read this anymore, but I want you to know that I love you just as much as I loved you the very first day we met. I'll never have another best friend like you, I'll never have another happiness like I used to have when I was with you. But I miss you and still love you every single day of my life, my sweet, little golden star... ๐ค
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2:32 "I hope that she looks at me and thinks "๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐'๐จ ๐จ๐ค
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Recently I realized my emotions are going numb and I find it hard to cry, itโs getting harder for me to acknowledge or even know what Iโm feeling. This song really helped me remove those corks in my eyes and manages to stop me from being a robot. Thereโs a lot of times of situations that I should be crying but I just canโt and I feel so horrible as a person. Iโm glad Iโm feeling what I should feel with this song ๐
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Lyrics:
I need to cry, but I can't
Get anything out of my eyes or my head
Did I die?
I need to run, but I can't
Get out of bed for anyone
Not for you, ooh
My sour boy is a pain
I wanna shoot him in the brain
But I'd miss him in the morning
It really hurts
When I need to so bad, but I can't see her
My Juliet, my special girl
But I need to understand
When I can power through
And when I need some help from you
When I should stand my ground
And when I need to just sit down
Sometimes I act like I know
But I'm really just a kid
With two corks in his eyes
And a bully in his head
I wanna make
A colour that no one else has seen before
I wanna be so much more
I hope that she
Looks at me and thinks, "Shit, he is so pretty"
Something I can't believe
But I need to understand
When I can power through
And when I need some help from you
When I should stand my ground
And when I need to just sit down
Sometimes I act like I know
But I'm really just a kid
With two corks in his eyes
And a bully in his head
Sometimes I act like I know but I'm really just a kid
With two corks in his eyes and a bully in his head
Sometimes I act like I know but I'm really just a kid
With two corks in his eyes and a bully in his head
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@chloemoriondo
5 years ago
this is The most beautiful song ever on earth
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